I wOUld nEvEr wIsh It UpOn mysElf Or OthErs bUt, I dO sOmEtImEs wIsh sUch trAgEdy wOUld fAll UpOn mE whErE I mIght stEp OUtsIdE Of thE rOOm And wEEp In AttEmptEd sIlEncE Off In thE hAll. twO OnlOOkErs wIshIng tO gO OUt And cOmfOrt mE, bUt OnE tElls thE OthEr 'gIvE hEr tImE, shE Is grIEvIng' And tO bE lEft tO my Own sOlItUdE tO bAsk In thE sOrrOw. sUch mElAnchOlIA sEEms fAscInAtIng frOm An OUtsIdE pErspEctIvE sUrEly
are you killing me off / for character development
nO! pErhAps A sEcOnd AncEstOr Or sOmE clOsE AdvIsOr fOr whIch I wAs sO clOsEly bOndEd tO shOUld my mEntOr bE AblE tO dIE twIcE I wOUld bE tEmptEd tO thrOw hEr tO thE rIng, hAh
i'm glad i'm exempt / i don't wanna die / after all / i promised we would see / the world / together
wE wIll! mAtEsprIt chIxIE wE mOst cErtAInly wIll <3