I mi22 wh3n w3 had crazy 3v3nt2 and did cool parti32. Whil3 I will alway2 2hit on 3ridanW33k, i mi22 thing2 lik3 3ridanW33k or th3 OG day2 of Fight Night. I mi22 throwing bonfir3 parti32 and going to folk2 conc3rt2 and th3 cool gala2. Now it ju2t f33l2 lik3, movi3 night2 (which ar3 2ick dont g3t m3 wrong. I lov3 ABCC and th3ir variou2 movi32) and 23x parti32. Fight Night ha2 dwindl3d to th3 point that th3y only do it onc3 3v3ry two w33k2 b3cau23 th3 numb3r2 ju2t ar3nt th3r3. I mi22 th3 2hitpo2t2, th3 funny id3a2, th3 int3raction2 and th3 cool/cr33py/2cary/funny ARG2. P3opl3 int3racting and having fun without th3 3xp3ctation or n33d for it to 3volv3 into g3tting na2ty with 3achoth3r My po2t la2t night might hav3 b33n a bit of an 3xagg3ration, I dont think p3opl3 n3c322arily ONLY want m3 for tho23 thing2, but I 2till f33l lik3 thi2 plac3 ha2 2lipp3d into a bunch of p3opl3 in on3 big cycl3 of trying to fuck 3ach oth3r or 233 3achoth3r2 bit2 and 2hit and if you dont f33d into that cycl3 you fall to th3 way2id3. I know that 2om3 of thi2 might b3 b3cau23 th3 Chittr population d3clin3d a way2, but 2till. 2om3tim32 it f33l2 lik3 if I aint po2ting 23xy cont3nt or talkin about my bulg3 or what3v3r p3opl3 want nothin to do with my po2t2. If I aint throwing crazy rag3r2 with a bunch of drug2 and alcohol p3opl3 2top r3plying and talkin to m3. It f33l2 lik3 2inc3 I aint availabl3 for folk to g3t in my pant2 that th3y dont car3 to hit m3 up, chat with m3/int3ract with my po2t2 or hang out or hold a conv3r2ation I cam3 h3r3 aft3r a point in my lif3 wh3r3 I 2p3nt 23v3ral 2w33p2 without any hop3 of 3v3r 233in a fri3ndly fac3 3v3r again. I got lucky and I want3d to mak3 fri3nd2, and hav3 fun parti32, and hav3 a 23cond chanc3 of b3ing a 2ocial cr3atur3. Nowaday2 I find my23lf thinking mor3 oft3n what2 th3 point of po2ting anything wh3n I only 3v3r g3t a coupl3 of lik32 and mayb3 a 2ingl3 r3ply if I'm lucky. My DM2 cov3r3d in du2t and got cobw3b2 and 2hit. I dunno, mayb3 im ju2t b3ing dramatic but thank2 for coming to my t3d talk anyway2. #Rant #RantOv3r #Ju2tOn3OfTho23Night2 #T3dTalk #n2fw? #2ub2tanc32
.i got here after what you historical talking fuckers determined to be the good old dayS .and ill saY .from my perspective ,what im seeing is a bunch of posers all holed up with their posseS .nothing but a bunch of stuck up losers sitting around at their cliquey ,schoolfeeding mealtables acting like their shit dont stinK .meanwhilE .us newer chitterers ,were on our owN .were living in a completely different chittr where you guys reminisce about how good the old days were and we wish we were apart of it while getting snubbed by you guys every time we try to say hi and start something interestinG .we cant start anything fuN ,cuz the old wrinkly half of the chittrbase already decideD .wE .werenT .wortH .getting to knoW .before we ever opened our mouths to speaK .and whenever we actually do ,its not fucking good enough for yoU .i have bashed my face against every single wall ten times oveR .tryinG .to have a good timE .and make friendS .but you people wont fucking budgE .in fact ,a lot of you older chitterers are way worse on that fronT .at least the newer hornier dogs have the globes to take a bitch seriouslY .that asidE .lemme make my point succinctlY .if you want the 'old chittr bacK' .youre gonna have to actually get out of your bubbleS .and try something neW .get a little weirD .make the new friends you wanT .thems the breakS
LMAO I think Im pickin up what your3 putting down I dont r3ally want th3 'old chittr' back I gu322 n3c322arily. I think that would al2o b3 ju2t a2 boring, but I would lik3 folk to g3t 2om3 cool 2hit going again that aint movi32 2-5x a w33k and an orgy on 2unday2. I cant b3 th3 only moth3rfuck3r on thi2 2it3 that com32 up with and throw2 2ick parti32 and 3v3nt2. I only got 2o much tim3 and ca2h. But I agr33 that lot2a folk on h3r3 do hav3 th3y cliqu32 and folk2 th3y pr3tty 3xclu2iv3ly int3ract with. I aint 100% innoc3nt of that. I got my folk I lik3 to talk to for 2ur3, but I lik3 to think I do a pr3tty good job of tryin to int3ract with 3v3ryon3 on h3r3 3v3n if I g3t l3ft on r3ad 80% of th3 tim3, or g3t d3ad 3nd r3pli32 n 2hit. I ju2t dont car3 to int3ract with folk a2kin if anyon3 3l23 lik32 g3ttin th3y bulg3 cru2h3d b3tw33n two 2t33l plat32, or how th3y wi2h 2om3on3 would 2how up at th3y hiv3 and chok3 th3m till th3y 233 2tar2. Aint my thing. #n2fw
Oh fuck??? I got an inn3r magical girl?? Im down for a magical girl party. That 2hit 2ound2 rad a2 fuck.
.i hate to break it to you ,but the people who tend to wax wistful about the old dayS .those are the ones who shut everyone else out for their cliques the mosT .and franklY ?what are the rest of us supposed to dO .if you wont be one of us with uS .that already tells us that theres basically no point in getting excited about starting a huge, labor intensive project like an arg or a new evenT .we could spend perigees planning shiT .but whY .you decide not to include us before we even get to the events that do still happeN .we already know probably more than half of the chittrbase wont come if we try start something ourselveS .and be for real ,if i hadnt picked this argument with yoU ?would you have even considered coming to something i starteD ?would you have even considered interacting with any of my posts or replies at alL .its a rhetorical question ,dont answer thaT .its not our fault that everybody up and vanished and left us with nothing else to do except sns still diligently hosting on the wipely while everybody else dipped ouT .only recently has that started to changE .people walked out and left a vacuum behind with very few places left to congregate and say hI .now youre alienating those people for the crime of doing to the only thing they could dO .if we had something else to dO .we would havE .and we arE .we value a story to tell our friends when its over just as much as you dO .we just lacked optionS .its exhausting to get judged for that over and oveR #nsfw
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.there are definitely people who want to come up with cool shit stilL .they just dont know anybody yeT .and nobody has been willing yet to get to know theM .they dont have the support behind them to do something like thaT .they dont have the kind of leverage you do to get people movinG .theres a precedent at this point for not taking people seriously unless theyre in the good old days crowD .maybe if you guys would consider showing up to our shit more ofteN .we could get the ball rolling a little betteR .you know ,pass the torcH .i tried to host my own thing once ,it was sparse at besT .fact is ,if it doesnt take off ,it dieS .and every time you guys complain about how awful chittr events are noW .it bakes the idea into everyones pans that they shouldnt go to new stuff even worsE .its not productivE .maybe thats a little crass of mE .but somebody has to be the boogey man herE .im not gonna sit here and watch everybody point fingers in a death spiraL .BOOGABOOGABOOGa
Imma r32pond to both of th323 in on3, 2o g3t r3ady for a long on3. Right, and a lot of that i2 fair but I got a f3w thing2 I think I n33d to cl3ar up. I know 2om3 of that w3r3 rh3torical and 2hit but I think it b3ing rh3torical chang32 it ba23d on a mi2und3r2tanding I took an unplann3d br3ak from Chittr. Prior to that I w3r3 throwin parti32 and 3v3nt2 and fun 2hit ju2t about 3v3ry w33k if not 3v3ry oth3r w33k. I 2tart3d Fight Night, I did Battl3 of th3 Band2, I did many bonfir32, hangout2, war3hou23 rav32 and rag3r2 and 3v3rything in b3tw33n. Th3y w3r3 alway2 an 3v3ryon3 w3lcom3 typ3 3v3nt, and th3y will alway2 b3. My parti32 aint 3xclu2iv3 affair2 and I think if th3y 3v3r b3cam3 on3 I would want anyon3 involv3d or clo23 to ju2t put m3 down right th3n and th3r3. Im h3r3 to hav3 a good tim3. To mak3 fri3nd2, and to throw fun 3v3nt2 and parti32 for 3v3ryon3 h3r3 on Chittr to 3njoy, and 3v3n folk that find out about it out2id3 of thi2 2hit. ".and b3 for r3al ,if i hadnt pick3d thi2 argum3nt with yoU ?would you hav3 3v3n con2id3r3d coming to 2om3thing i 2tart3D ?would you hav3 3v3n con2id3r3d int3racting with any of my po2t2 or r3pli32 at alL" You cant a2k m3 to b3 r3al, and th3n t3ll m3 it rh3torical I 100% would pull up to your 3v3nt2, and you can 233 m3 all ov3r th3 f33d r3plyin to folk and r3achin out. I know I aint 3v3ryon3 on thi2 2it3, and th3r3 ar3 a loooot of moth3rfuck3r2 on h3r3 that group up and 3xclud3 mf2 that aint part of that cliqu3. Fuck that. "?what ar3 th3 r32t of u2 2uppo23d to dO .if you wont b3 on3 of u2 with u2" I do. I ju2t aint into th3 23xual 2tuff. I am fully committ3d to my mat32prit, and if folk want m3 to r32p3ct th3ir n33d2 and want2 to go around g3ttin th3y bulg3 w3t (Which I hav3 Z3RO probl3m with. My original po2t w3r3nt 3v3n r3ally doggin on th3m folk2) th3n I only think it fair that folk r32p3ct that I aint int3r32t3d in goin to parti32 about fuckin 3achoth3r. Not my thing. Im in ABCC onc3 a w33k, if not both 3v3nt2 p3r w33k. I go to fight night 3v3ry w33k that I can and wh3n I 233 3v3nt2 going on I at l3a2t drop by to try and hav3 a good tim3 and hang out with 3V3RYON3 th3r3. ".it2 not our fault that 3v3rybody up and vani2h3d and l3ft u2 with nothing 3l23 to do 3xc3pt 2n2 2till dilig3ntly ho2ting on th3 wip3ly whil3 3v3rybody 3l23 dipp3d ouT .only r3c3ntly ha2 that 2tart3d to chang3" ".p3opl3 walk3d out and l3ft a vacuum b3hind with v3ry f3w plac32 l3ft to congr3gat3 and 2ay hI .now your3 ali3nating tho23 p3opl3 for th3 crim3 of doing to th3 only thing th3y could dO" I dont think I ali3nat3 anyon3, but it al2o dont 233m lik3 that w3r3 dir3ct3d at m3 mor32o than u2 old chittrh3ad2 in g3n3ral. Im ju2t 2ayin I wi2h folk could want to hang out with m3 b3yond wanting to 233 my 2ph3r32 or g3t in my pant2, 2houldnt b3 th3 admi22ion pric3 for b3in fri3nd2. Again, I am in a r3lation2hip. I aint int3r32t3d in boning folk2 b3yond my boo. Im a p3r2on, not an obj3ct for folk2 23xual n33d2. I think it2 fair to b3 up23t wh3n I con2tantly run into folk who 2top talkin to m3 and l3av3 m3 on r3ad wh3n th3y r3aliz3 I aint lookin for that, 32p3cially wh3n it f33l2 lik3 ba2ically 3v3ry moth3rfuck3r I talk to. ".w3 valu3 a 2tory to t3ll our fri3nd2 wh3n it2 ov3r ju2t a2 much a2 you dO .w3 ju2t lack3d option2 .it2 3xhau2ting to g3t judg3d for that ov3r and ov3R" I aint out h3r3 tryin to b3 judging folk and 2hit. Im 2imply 2tating that I mi22 wh3n I could chat with mf2 and hav3 th3m talk back to m3. And for ba2ically th3 3ntir3ty of th3 23cond r3ply. I aint tryin to point fing3r2 3ith3r. I think that 2hit i2 pointl322. Dont matt3r who fault it i2, and what matt3r2 i2 what w3 do about it. Th3 r32t of th323 cliqu3-y moth3rfuck3r2 d3finit3ly do hav3 th3y group of pr3f3rr3d mf2 that th3y hang out with n3ar 3xclu2iv3ly, but Im mor3 than happy to h3lp folk g3t th3y 3v3nt2 off th3 ground, and im mor3 than willing to pull up to folk2 3v3nt2. I do all th3 tim3 wh3n im awar3 of th3m. I cant b3 on Chittr con2tantly and 3t3rnally plugg3d into th3 f33d, 2o im liabl3 to mi22 po2t2 about 3v3nt2 and 2tuff. Lik3 I 2aid 3arli3r in thi2 po2t I 2how up to 3v3nt2 on h3r3 all th3 tim3. Y'aint wrong to b3 fru2trat3d with th3 2tat3 of a lot of th3 folk from wh3n I fir2t cam3 around, but I aint th3m. 2orry to h3ar your 3v3nt didnt pop off w3ll, I dont know if I w3r3nt around wh3n it happ3n3d or if I didnt 233 it, but I woulda totally pull3d up if I w3r3 awar3 of it or abl3 to go. It2 kinda my whol3 thing. I aint tryna point fing3r2 and 2hit, but I aint gonna 2it h3r3 and pr3t3nd lik3 what I 2aid aint 2om3thin I think 2uck2. I g3t that 2om3 or mo2t of thi2 aint aim3d at m3, and I agr33 with you on a lot of thi2. tldr: Cliqu3y moth3rfuck3r2 2uck. I agr33 with you on a lot of thi2 but I want3d to cl3ar 2om3 of that up that dont apply to m3 or what I w3r3 tryin to 2ay h3r3. I g3t why 2om3 of what I 2aid could b3 harmful to th3 2c3n3, but mo2t of what I w3r3 tryin to 2ay i2 that I dont think that what2 b3tw33n my l3g2 2hould b3 th3 admi22ion pric3 for folk wanting to talk to m3, 32p3cially if th3y want m3 to com3 pull up to 3v3nt2. Which I am mor3 than willin to h3lp folk g3t off th3 ground and pull up to a2 long a2 it dont cro22 my own p3r2onal boundari32.
2orry, *I know 2om3 of that w3r3 rh3torical and 2hit but I dont think it b3ing rh3torical chang32 it f33l2 ba23d on a mi2und3r2tanding
.alrighT .faiR .very faiR .to some extent ,im a little dejecteD .pent up feefees real jammed up in there ready to boom on a hair triggeR .not necessarily by you ,but just in general with the whole cliquey bullshit and all thaT .no invalidations to the nonsense some fuckers get up tO .in fact ,all of the validations for that ,every single one ,you should do you ,that was never up for qu3estioN .it is irritating when people are all bone and no yaP .and yes ,i do agree ,there are a lot of people around who just dont wanna hang out if you actually wanna talK .theres just a post every other day practically of somebody having a cow about how this or that thing sucks ,pointing fingers at people who get slimy just because they get slimY .bad faith shiT .i guess you could say im a little bit jaded to the constant onslaught of people who have a mind to decide that anybody with a sex drive cannot also have a personality worth writing hive abouT .i mightve got used to it ,eveN .honestly ,im glad thats not yoU .relieveD ?hear thaT .thats all of the breath stuck up in my airpumper going wooooosH .but i think the fact that i would even get unnecessarily defensive in the first place speaks to how common it is lately to rag on and exclude people just in general for arbitrary reasonS .the real question here that actually matterS .iS ?how the hell do we fix iT
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