wOULD YOU STILL HATE ME, iF i WERE A WORM?
IS THAT SOMETHING. YOu GENuINELY. NEED AN ANSWER FOR? TAVROS. I WOuLD STILL HATE YOu. IF YOu WERE YOuR MOST COMPETENT. CAPABLE. AND STRuCTuRALLY SOuND YOu. I WOuLD HATE YOu. EVEN IF THERE WERE NO REASON TO. IF YOuR CONFIDENCE WAS KEPT. IF YOu DID NOT HAVE TO WAKE uP. RIDDLED WITH ANXIETY RICH SWEATS. AND A WHEEZY LITTLE PANICKED VOICE THAT MAKE YOu SOuND LIKE A SISSY NINNY BITCH WOMAN WHO IS SO uNSuRE OF HERSELF IT ACTuALLY STARTS TO HuRT A LITTLE JuST HEARING ABOuT IN PASSING. IF YOu LOVED YOuRSELF WITH uNERRING INSISTENCE. AND BOTHERSOME FuCKING FREQuENCY. I WOuLD STILL HATE YOu. EVEN IF IT DID NOTHING FOR ME. AFFORDED ME NO BENEFITS. AND WAS ENTIRELY ONE SIDED. IF ALL YOu COuLD DO. IS WORM IN DELIGHT. AT HOW GREAT EVERYTHING IS FOR YOu. AND NOT EVERYONE YOu LEFT BEHIND. SELFISH CuNT. SO YES. IN OTHER WORDS. I WOuLD HATE YOu. IF YOu WERE A WORM. AND WHAT YOu ARE NOW. A WORMAN.
BuT MORE THAN A WORMAN. TO ME.
i FORGOT TO REPLY TO THIS ONE, sORRY, bUT UMM, wOW, tHAT 1S SOME POWERFUL STUFF THERE, eMOTIONS-WISE, aND WHATNOT, tHAT IS, wELL,,, i AM GOING TO BE, tHAT WOMAN, oNE NIGHT, wHOM YOU ARE DESCRIBING, wHO CAN SAY SHE IS NUMBER 1, aND BELIEVE IT, aND, iT WILL BE THE TOTAL AND UNERRING TRUTH, aND EVERYONE WILL LOVE ME FOR 1T, aND WANT TO TALK AND HANG OUT WITH ME, aND NOT JUST SORT OF, hAVE THE VAGUE KNOWLEDGE THAT i AM IN, tHE PERIPHERY OF, vARIOUS FRIEND GROUPS, tHEY ARE IN, aND, i WANT TO WORK AT AND GET CLOSER TO THAT, mE, eVERY NIGHT, aND TO THAT END A GOAL, iS DEFIN1TELY NECESSARY, aND A MEASUR1NG STICK, iS NEEDED, wITH WHICH TO MEASURE ME, wH1CH, mAYBE YOU WOULD NOT BE THE GREATEST AT BEING, a MEASURING STICK, oN ACCOUNT OF YOUR SHORTNESS BUT, i DO REALLY HATE HOW, yOU ARE SORT OF THE ONLY ONE, wHO CAN SEE THAT IN ME AND, i HATE, hOW RUDE YOU ARE AND, tHE SORTS OF WORDS, tHAT YOU USE, tO DESCRIBE OTHERS AND, i HATE HOW YOU WANT TO HURT OTHERS AND, aRE MEAN TO THOSE i CARE ABOUT, aND SO, i THINK YOU ARE BASICALLY, tHE BBEG, iN MY STORY, wHO i CAN MEASURE UP AGAINST, oR PERHAPS YOU ARE MORE, a REOCCURRING RIVAL TYPE CHARACTER, wHO i HAVE TO CLASH AGAINST, aGAIN AND AGAIN, bOTH OF US GETTING STRONGER, aND COOLER, eACH TIME, tHIS IS ALL TO SAY, i AM DEFINITELY, gOING TO BEAT YOU UP, rEAL GOOD, aND PUT A STOP TO YOU, aND YOUR WICKED SCHEMES, aND THEN AFTER THAT WE CAN, i DON'T KNOW, gET SOME SHAVED ICE AND, pLAY SOME BOARD GAMES, oR SOMETHING,