Xennox 2: not a Xerox Machine
@ambivalentReveries
✦ i beat the game and all i got were these stupid pajamas and this existential dread ✦ a servant of fate ✦ all pronouns
✦ go outside and just stand outside for a good few minutes come back after you did that alright you did that question mark alright dot dot dot good job the sun is good for you
✦ i forgot many of you are not on earth oops dont stand in the sun alternians
✦ sometimes other Xennox messages me "are you alive still" and i keep having to explain that i am not online at every second like he is i am outside frolicking
၄⋆၃ asshole i go outside i go outside all the time
✦ do not are what i hate forgetting how english works when it is the only human language i know
✦ ask your Xennox im busy im putting my phone down go bother someone else with you incompetent questions
✦ hm nope none of my business youre on your own kid :) #vagueposting
✦ #musicposting
✦ i am and this might be a shock to some outside and the sounds of life is so nice :) the crickets and the wind is always nice to hear after a long day i saw a lovely stream on one of the trails earlier :))
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- 屮Ɨnd juΣ♱ f-∊-∊lΣ ΣΩ nƗ☪︎-∊. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
✦ agreed earths environment is much nicer than alternias the plants are not trying to kill me the rain is not acidic the sun does not well no it does burn humans but the sun is much weaker than alternias either way my point still stands
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- ♱ⴵȺ♱ Ⱥnd ♱ⴵ-∊ Σ♱ȺrΣ Ⱥr-∊ ΣΩ mu☪︎ⴵ ☪︎l-∊Ⱥr-∊r ♱Ω lΩΩ|⟨ Ⱥ♱ ♱ⴵȺn Ωn Ⱥl♱-∊rnƗȺ. Ɨ♱Σ.. p-∊Ⱥ☪︎-∊ful, fΩr Ωn☪︎-∊, Ⱥ ☪︎ΩmmΩdƗ♱y rȺr-∊ y-∊♱ Ⱥll ΣΩ pr-∊☪︎ƗΩuΣ. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
✦ SGRUB fucking sucks i had a better session than some and it was still a shit show SBURB and SGRUB is DESTINED to be awful for everyone involved the only reason the session went decent is because i godtiered so quickly and had some control over the glitches at some point
✦ i shouldnt miss it but it used to thrill me i guess i miss it you exist to kill me #lyricposting
✦ my toxic trait is that i played SGRUB and continued on to tell the tale as Xennox says #silly
၄⋆၃ xan you shut the fuxk up and stop stealing my shit FOR 2 SEXONDS #SILLY IS MY THINGGG SHOUT POLE DONT TAKE MY THING
✦ mean to me so mean to me do you all see this question mark
⦓ I wouldn't say that that's a toxic trait... Surviving is good. If survival is a toxic trait then you could call me radioactive! Wait, is Radioactivity different from Toxicity...? Hm. I should probably look that up. ⦔
✦ well surviving isnt toxic no not in any sense of the word im just being #silly haha
✦ watching them be happy makes me feel like i am missing something in my life i am so proud of him dot dot dot for achieving something i could not
no clue what were talkin about. xennox you know i have no filter.
✦ i do not know you you are a mere stranger to me and i will keep it that way for the other Xennoxes comfort as he seems to be an insecure little fellow much like myself
no. im ruby. and uh. insecure. you said yourself theres no interest in me. i dont think theres reason to say such.
✦ sometimes that is not enough reassurance only goes so far when you are insecure from sweeps of mistreatment if he is anything like me which he unfortunately is he will always be insecure and nothing can stop those feelings
i relate. considerin. my last relationship results. and. i was insecure he would wanna leave me eventually. either for you know. that guy i mentioned or someone else. since in my fucked up head. im not enough or interestin enough for him or anyone to ever love me enough or truly love me. i dont doubt his feelings of course. i understand. considering how fucked up mentally i am.
✦ you poor thing dot dot dot you are much like him i see why you both work so well together two parts of the same whole bruised and broken but not incomplete or wrong
✦ alright for the comfort of other xennox i shall go by another name on here maybe Themis like the godess of law question mark Achlys the spirit personification of death and misery perhaps question mark sigh these all feel edgy and like i am trying too hard i have never had to pick another name i will have to think about this
✦ i understand this my online name shall come with time whatever fits will fit
✦ hello @imJunior i am pleased by these little badges :) may i have some related to having a finished session if there are any artist related badges i would like them anything related to being a maid of doom question mark either way i just like these little things they bring me joy
✦ it is true i am not a xerox machine :)
feels. odd. not calling you uh dear. it might be because i havent slept but. its really odd. fuck.
✦ there is no you in our timeline not the way you are your parents were not gods therefore you did not have the abilities you possess
shit. the other me is lucky. but me and xennox are technically realities a part. i doubt a little i would even be part of yours.
✦ sleep is important even for the immortal also i appreciate your use of self control i am not your xennox i have no interest in you xennox asked me if i intended to steal you away for my own benifit funny right question mark i have no intentions of harming you or your relationship do not worry
i dont. need to sleep or any of that shit. genuinely. its just. unnecessary for me. and i know. i mean. what would even be the point lf stealin me. or whatever the fuck that means. im surprised enough my xennox is even. interested in me.
✦ i am going to go offline but first i ask for suggestions for my accounts name "The One and Only Xennox" is not only false but rather boring jokes serious titles i do not care just dont be lame when i come back i shall pick one and it will be my name until i decide on one on my own
✦ well no other options were said and this got a chuckle from me and shall be my name for now
✦ it is raining i am pleased by this rain sounds are pleasant
✦ he was not fond of my joke woe is me at least i didnt say "sweet prince" even though it would have been much more funny in my humble opinion
✦ do not put a miku figurine into your sprite the final boss will attempt to miku miku beam you and it will kill someone
✦ it did not kill someone im merely joking
✦ the sun is nice i recommend going to earth at least once in your life if you are able to its truly magnificent a photo from my earlier days on our recreation of earth i still reside on earth despite many of my fellow players living on our alternia its quieter
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ɨ ☪︎Ⱥn n-∊v-∊r g-∊♱ -∊nΩugⴵ Ωf ♱ⴵ-∊ 屮Ⱥrm♱ⴵ Ωf ♱ⴵ-∊ Σun Ωn -∊Ⱥr♱ⴵ. Ɨ fƗnd myΣ-∊lf rΩllƗng ȺrΩund Ωn ♱ⴵ-∊ grΩund ♱ryƗng ♱Ω bȺΣ|⟨ Ɨn Ɨ♱Σ 屮Ⱥrm♱ⴵ mΩr-∊ Ⱥnd mΩr-∊. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
✦ its wonderful i never knew how much id appreciate the sun before i was able to experience it myself its warm and comforting and now i find myself going outside more than i ever did when i was younger
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ɨ♱ ♱ruly ƗΣ. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
✦ my accounts name is a bit silly knowing im only aware of this site thanks to the other Xennox finding the site i am not the only Xennox there are many some who played the game most failing comically many who avoid the game and die with their planet and some who never experienced the game at all it brings me joy seeing one of my alternate selves thriving in comparison to my many other selves who are either very dead or even more of a downer than i
> oh dont even get me 2tarted on my alt 2elve2 1 got the d12plea2ure of meet1ng a decent amount of them 1n per2on thank2 to my bard of t1me teammate <
✦ haha yes many of my other selves are painfully drab im actually quite fond of the one on this site he is a good little lad he broke the rules of our existence and has improved without ever even touching SGRUB i was lucky to have not "met" my alts personally i just have the ability to write "laws" that allow certain thing to exist like this site in my timeline :)
> feel2 crazy know1ng that even though 1 lo2t my 2e221on and wa2 2tuck there for gog know2 how long unt1l recently 1 2omehow am one of the BETTER OFF 1n2tance2 of my2elf <
✦ how sad dot dot dot i understand though many of versions of my self did reach godtier but most of them sacrifice themselves "for the greater good" i was the lucky one or one of them at least
> a2 far a2 1 know there'2 NO ver21on of me that 2tep2 up and become2 the kn1ght of hope we were prophe21zed by 2ka1a to be and 1f there 12 they aren't on th12 21te <
✦ how interesting :) well fate is a funny thing if something is meant to happen it will find a way i am glad you are here even if you are a stranger :)
✦ what the other xennox doesnt understand is being a god is dreary i will live forever until i am either justly killed or die heroically i am simply bored he is different and therefore is entertaining he wrongfully believes i am out to get him
Hey, you can find a life someone to put you down for good if you really want it
✦ true :) but i do not wish to pass yet life on this planet is still fun occasionally
၄⋆၃ did you xome here just to antagonize me or are you just bored as hell question mark to quote your own words "go do something"
✦ so hostile you are correct im just bored have to do something with my godhood
D --> Have you tried kissing pretty girls I find it is very entertaining
✦ i have entertained the thought but i worry about kissing pretty girls who are not functionally immortal
✦ if you think "original" xennox and his #substances are bad just know i am worse