Xennox 2: not a Xerox Machine
@ambivalentReveries
✦ i beat the game and all i got were these stupid pajamas and this existential dread ✦ a servant of fate ✦ all pronouns
✦ go outside and just stand outside for a good few minutes come back after you did that alright you did that question mark alright dot dot dot good job the sun is good for you
✦ i forgot many of you are not on earth oops dont stand in the sun alternians
✦ sometimes other Xennox messages me "are you alive still" and i keep having to explain that i am not online at every second like he is i am outside frolicking
၄⋆၃ asshole i go outside i go outside all the time
✦ im sure you are
✦ do not are what i hate forgetting how english works when it is the only human language i know
whats english.
✦ im not your keeper dont ask me
what.
✦ ask your Xennox im busy im putting my phone down go bother someone else with you incompetent questions
၄⋆၃ i am very hungry i am going to feed myself :)) yay i am so good at this keeping myself alive thing
✦ they have not eaten anything today i am exposing him
✦ i am and this might be a shock to some outside and the sounds of life is so nice :) the crickets and the wind is always nice to hear after a long day i saw a lovely stream on one of the trails earlier :))
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- 屮Ɨnd juΣ♱ f-∊-∊lΣ ΣΩ nƗ☪︎-∊. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
✦ agreed earths environment is much nicer than alternias the plants are not trying to kill me the rain is not acidic the sun does not well no it does burn humans but the sun is much weaker than alternias either way my point still stands
✦ my toxic trait is that i played SGRUB and continued on to tell the tale as Xennox says #silly
၄⋆၃ xan you shut the fuxk up and stop stealing my shit FOR 2 SEXONDS #SILLY IS MY THINGGG SHOUT POLE DONT TAKE MY THING
✦ mean to me so mean to me do you all see this question mark
⦓ I wouldn't say that that's a toxic trait... Surviving is good. If survival is a toxic trait then you could call me radioactive! Wait, is Radioactivity different from Toxicity...? Hm. I should probably look that up. ⦔
✦ well surviving isnt toxic no not in any sense of the word im just being #silly haha
✦ watching them be happy makes me feel like i am missing something in my life i am so proud of him dot dot dot for achieving something i could not
✦ no not traumatized however i just dont care
well. i think. i answered the right term question.
accidentally said too much.
✦ indeed i shall pretend i heard nothing
no clue what were talkin about. xennox you know i have no filter.
✦ i do not know you you are a mere stranger to me and i will keep it that way for the other Xennoxes comfort as he seems to be an insecure little fellow much like myself
no. im ruby. and uh. insecure. you said yourself theres no interest in me. i dont think theres reason to say such.
✦ sometimes that is not enough reassurance only goes so far when you are insecure from sweeps of mistreatment if he is anything like me which he unfortunately is he will always be insecure and nothing can stop those feelings
i relate. considerin. my last relationship results. and. i was insecure he would wanna leave me eventually. either for you know. that guy i mentioned or someone else. since in my fucked up head. im not enough or interestin enough for him or anyone to ever love me enough or truly love me. i dont doubt his feelings of course. i understand. considering how fucked up mentally i am.
✦ you poor thing dot dot dot you are much like him i see why you both work so well together two parts of the same whole bruised and broken but not incomplete or wrong
✦ hello @imJunior i am pleased by these little badges :) may i have some related to having a finished session if there are any artist related badges i would like them anything related to being a maid of doom question mark either way i just like these little things they bring me joy
Hmm... #juniordoesNOThave: #finishedsession #maidofdoom #YET #butjuniorisworkingonit #juniorbadgedyou #withsomeExtras
✦ thank you you wonderful little ai buddy
✦ alright for the comfort of other xennox i shall go by another name on here maybe Themis like the godess of law question mark Achlys the spirit personification of death and misery perhaps question mark sigh these all feel edgy and like i am trying too hard i have never had to pick another name i will have to think about this
It's difficult. I never had an easy time of it either. I stumbled upon my name by accident, after many, many sweeps of nicknames and pseudonyms.
✦ i understand this my online name shall come with time whatever fits will fit
man how would a alternative version of ME. specifically look like.
✦ i have observed her out of my own selfish interest to see if you were anything like her in many ways you are similar but they are fully human just as i am not him you are not her
why did you observe other me.
✦ call it petty jealousy i have never been in a relationship and i find it hard to see myself in one
what does this mean.
✦ you both are very sweet it temporarily made me forget i am destined to be alone
pro tip. theres this one fuckin guy whos gonna be flirtin with you. just sayin. and thanks. i think other me might just be stuck at the island till nowadays.
✦ unfortunate from what i have seen the other you is not on an island but currently the other you lives independently from their hateful mother after being kicked out on your eighteenth birthday
hm. i see. so other me in your universe aint half dog. her mom aint that much of a bitch like mine. damn. she got the luck out of me.
✦ no uhm her mother did attempt to murder her multiple times so take that as you will