Still worried. I am not sure if I'm allowed to be in my current relationship. I love her, dearly, I want to cherish her and do whatever I can to keep her safe, but I worry that all I'm going to do is hurt her. Not directly, gods no. But. I am going to die soon enough, for good. It's my destiny. Is it right for me to keep this going? She deserves better than someone who's primed to be the sacrificial goat.
