Dalimil Gultshuvu
@annoitedPheonix
a silly green man sold me this thing and now im here. 69 years old (nice). human early 20s. she/her
...who is a scratch doctor and why is he following me? I'm barely active...
he follows everyone, it's just a thing
Died again. Paruy'yna isn't happy about it, but who would've had to die instead? I did the right thing. Today will be a lazy day going forward. Resurrection is cheap but tiring
oh. i apologize once again for my ranting. existence is frustrating. I yearn for the days where I could just work at the brothel, come home and be with my beautiful friends and roommates
... you know. I am not quite sure what a burger is but this device is showing me a picture of a delicious sandwich. thank you.
Fucking pissed, still. It seems that everyone back home knows what my destiny is. However, people keep telling me "Dali, you are not ready yet to know." I'm fucking 69! ...admittedly that's like 24 for a human, but like. I know. I already know I will die. I just want to know how. If nothing else, so I know how to spend my time with my girlfriend, that I know how much time I have left to cherish her. The fact that I've been blind to my destiny for 5 years now is driving me insane. If I am supposed to die at least give me a fucking counter to work with.
So much talk of blood on here. Meanwhile I just wish mine was normal. If I have to lose so much of it, does it have to glow a firey orange? Other dadzvho tend to bleed red...
Sorry for being sappy at such late hours. I am just gay as hell and going through the motions.
It hurts, knowing my newly given life is short. I don't know how long I will get to live like this, but I feel the fire burning. I greet every day in stride and live it to its fullest. I feel like I've made a mistake, letting myself love someone, forming a bond and dedicating my life to her. She cherishes me. She gave up her whole life for me. I fear that fate will take me from her one day soon and that it will break her. Maybe that means it's real. Maybe that means it counts. I just don't want to hurt her.
Paruy'yna asked why I came back to the cabin covered in my own blood (like it wasn't a common occurrence). Had to say someone got hurt on deck in an emergency and had to help. Technically not wrong. That look in her eyes always hits me. She cares so much for me and I love her so dearly I just fear that I will hurt her one day.
Okay. Learning my limits. Never tried to regenerate someone's missing limb before. Damn near killed me.
Do it more, so you c★n tr★in.
While my magic is tied to my blood it is more about taking the suffering others experience away from them upon myself. My blood and my burden is the medium in which my magic works. So. Say, taking the burden of losing a limb for someone else? I may not lose my own arm but it sure as hell will feel like it.
prOUd to hAvE bEEn the first and pOssIbly only.
To those worried about me doing healing work getting hurt healing your injuries: this is fine and okay, my suffering is only temporary, better to fix you up at my expense over letting you suffer. #fightnight
What is the read on blood magic on this webbed site? People get weirded out here but literally the only way I can heal you or keep you safe is blood communion. It is okay, the only blood I shed is my own, it is fine. It's safe.
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c< HeMOKiNesis is KiNda cOOl, yOu KNOw wHat yOure dOiN witH it N all, sO, id trust ya >c
Still worried. I am not sure if I'm allowed to be in my current relationship. I love her, dearly, I want to cherish her and do whatever I can to keep her safe, but I worry that all I'm going to do is hurt her. Not directly, gods no. But. I am going to die soon enough, for good. It's my destiny. Is it right for me to keep this going? She deserves better than someone who's primed to be the sacrificial goat.
hello people, I am dali. i may or may not be alive, depends on the day and hour. but either way I am around!
oh, this thing moves very fast. there must be a lot to be said!
hello! finally got this to a readable language for myself. funny little man sold this to me for a coin and here I am