
big 20k! well...i just wanted to rant for this i guess i don't really care if you like or hate this i just need to rant about what you ask? loyalty . i know i'm far from the most put together harley on here but i just wanted to get my sense about loyalty out... whether it be a vent or just me wanting to share what i am and what i value i don't care. loyalty is something that way too many people associate with good morals, genuinely morals have nothing to do with loyalty. loyalty is a positive trait and i fully agree with it it can be negative but i don't really understand that whole gist to me loyalty is the best thing you can do in your life as long as you are loyal to someone that is all that you can do in life. is he so many people who betray and i don't understand it in the slightest, i don't think i'd ever want to betray anyone if i could. at i core i just want to do exactly as i'm told i want to make them proud i want to make whoever is in charge happy. i have my own hopes my own once my own aspirations. i am my own person and i won't argue against that. but when i live, i want to live for someone else. my choice is just aren't as inherently important. my entire life i lived is just not interesting enough for anyone to really give that much of a shit. i have new friends now, new people who i care about but at the end of the day i failed the original. everyone i used to know is gone with no exceptions. so now, i don't really want to live for myself i don't want to live for the person who i was. and that's where i just don't understand other people, wanting more power more strength to be in charge to betray your own leader and then take the throne ahead of them. i don't understand it in the slightest, power seems nice and all but it comes with so much more responsibility so much more to manage so much more to do. if you ask me it's easier to just do as you're told, blindly obey and blindly follow. you can say they sound bad you can say they are bad but, at the end of the day i just feel like following is the best thing you can do. and if they tell you to sacrifice herself like you are a pawn, do it why shouldn't you? let them make the hard decisions for you, life is just easier that way. sorry long rant, but uh yeah i really value loyalty that's all. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀



