Ahhhhh... Well that do+es make it difficult, then...
Have yo+u co+nsidered asking o+ne o+f yo+ur friends to+ jo+in yo+u in yo+ur writing attempts?
O+r ho+lding 'auditio+ns' to+ find a new writing co+mpanio+n?
I imagine the chance to+ judge o+thers publicly might bring yo+u so+me jo+y, if no+t serve as a decent eno+ugh distractio+n fo+r the time being.