Su8mission 7: I'm fucking tired of 8eing a good person I tried sooooo hard to stop 8eing an asshole. And it worked! It worked is the worst part! I have a whole lot to lose and I'm still sick of it and wanna kinda just say screw it and go 8ack to 8eing horri8le to everyone who gave me second and third chances. If you got an answer for this one go for it 8ut don't even worry a8out it. My response: Anonymous Poster, it is cruelest of yourself to realize that kindness does not 8ring happiness. You can spend sweeps sharpening yourself into something defensive and vicious 8ecause it keeps you alive. Then, when you make the conscious effort to stop and dull, you realize that you dent and are harmed easily as well. My primary response is that you should stand strong. The impulse to lash out and worsen yourself is only temporary. Cruelty asks little of you 8eyond impulse. Kindness is a restraint of maintenance. Your effort "worked" in your own words. That does not erase the exhaustion of maintenance, though. Truly awful individuals do not mourn the possi8ility of 8ecoming awful. https://forms.gle/W2PuMX2HEh3aZ8pm6 #SerketCircuit


