
am I selfish for wanting hugs?? genuine question :/

well yeah but its not on purpose im just bad and wrong :( meat me is bad and mindless and gross and candy me is selfish and rude and abusive and im gonna turn into one of them so im bad it makes sense :/

You do know you don't have to become *either* of those right
Jade, thats. Okay look. Im not going to pretend I know anymore about timelines, fate or probability than any other bozo out there. But. I know for a fact that you can be better than either of those versions of you, because of one reason. If my father can stand to be tolerable enough to allow *me* to exist, than you definitely can. You dont have to be bad. The fact that youre scared to be bad is a great step in the right direction to Not being bad. You can be good, I truly believe you can. Not to get all "teeth-rotting-fluff" sappy on you or anything.

my universe decays into nothingness if i dont :/

i appreciate it but i was directly told if i dont my universe gets erased
And I ask you, to ask whoever said that, how do they know for certain. In what reality does you being a good person spontaneously implode an entire timeline? Personally I'd say it'd make far more sense that caliborn having four kids would erase an entire timeline, yet here we are.

oh my aradia came from the future to tell everyone that were a weird edge case due to our proximity to canonicity and she told me that im the funky x factor that could cause the apocalypse because im me :/

That's bullshit

i agree but i cant really do much about it :/

not at all!
