The faults of my past creep in on my mind, coasting through the dark recesses like a mid-afternoon digestion walk. It's impossible to cut the gelatinous fat wobbling vibrations of self-assessments and my stomach can barely handle processing it. It's bottom feeder behavior to message abandoned accounts and beg for a response. ... I think I just really miss my boyfriend. But it's been 10 years since I saw him. I already accepted the clear fact he's never coming back. Every once in a while something reminds me of him and I feel like I can't breathe. ... I'm probably just lonely, romantically. It's been a decade since I've been in a relationship. Probably overdue.
Kult: +21
Kull: +17
Total: 38
Ratio: 1.24

