
i havent gotten up really. just laying down like a rock. why the fuck i dont wanna get up. <:/

D --> You should get up so that you can go and see your matesprit
@(。・0・)@ THE PATH OF LEAST RESISTANCE IS OFTEN THE ONE THAT PUTS UP THE GREATEST FIGHT TO DISEMBARK. KONGAR THINKS. YOU HAVE NOT GOTTEN UP. BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT CHALLENGED TO. YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES MUST CHANGE IN ORDER FOR YOU TO DO SO ALSO. @(。・`⸟´・)@ KONGAR. TOO. STRUGGLES WITH THIS TEMPTATION. BUT KONGAR NEEDS TO PUNCH ROCK. INTO TINY FLAKES AND SHARDS. NOT BECOME ROCK. ROCK IS WEAK. AND SEDENTARY. AND COMPLACENT. ROCK CAN NEVER BE HARDER THAN STONE. WHICH IS A HUGE WEAKNESS. LONG FALLS BREAK STONES. LONG FALLS DO NOT BREAK KONGAR. =͟͟͞͞( 。・`⸟´・)@ ==O NOR SHOULD THEY BREAK RUBY. RUBY. IS A SEMIPRECIOUS STONE. A JEWEL. SOMETHING PRECIOUS. RESILIENT. HARDENED. YOU DO NOT WANT TO GET UP. BECAUSE YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE TO. OTHERS SHOULD COME TO EXALT. AND HYPE YOU UP. BUT YOU MUST. BECAUSE YOU DO NOT NEED ANYBODY. TO BE AS YOU ARE. RISE. FEEL YOUR RAGE. @(。・0・)@ AND MAYBE...MESSAGE YOUR MATESPRIT? JUST TO LET THEM KNOW. YOU ARE OK.

will do. or ill try to. i dont really know if he noticed how quiet i am these days.

i guess. never happened to me before.

holy shit. kongar thanks for the motivation buddy.
@(。・`0´・)@ THANK YOURSELF! RUBY! KONGAR'S WORDS ARE JUST WORDS. RUBY IS THE BADASS WHO TAKES WORDS. CHEWS ON THEM. RIPS THEM TO SHREDS AND BITTY LITTLE TINY PIECES. BEATS CHEST. AND MAKES THEM ACTION. KONGAR CANNOT TAKE CREDIT FOR WHAT RUBY DOES. ONLY ENCOURAGE RUBY TO SEE WHY RUBY IS IMPORTANT TO RUBY.

D --> Perhaps he has, perhaps he has not D --> But I think if you are hoping for someone to notice your silence, you have made an error in communication D --> When it comes to isolation and silence, it can be hard to tell if it is because one is upset, or because one is content D --> If there is something on your mind that is holding you down, keeping you in your bed D --> It would be best to relieve that burden by talking to someone about it

if we consider im on my peak of energy 24/7. or was. possibly. i havent really been doin anythin besides sleepin. so. he probably did notice. im still workin on my communication skills. or that. i can rely on someone. its still a little weird for me. but. its not the bad weird. just odd.

D --> It is something that takes work to get used to D --> But it makes you STRONGER than you ever could be alone

