C9ntemplating the ethics 9f h9rny #vaguep9sts. 9n the 9ne hand, I supp9r the right 9f all individuals t9 express themselves - #nsfw desires included. 9n the 9ther, t9 d9 s9 in regards t9 an9ther pers9n when they may n9t desire such advances is a 6it inappr9priate. May6e even a l9t inappr9priate.
tHiS MeAn i cAn't hOrNy pOsT AbOuT KaNkRi's iN LiKe gEnErAl oR JuSt aBoUt yOu? WoUlD Be fUcKiNg iNfRiNgInG On mY LiKe rIgHt tO SeLf eXpReSsIoN EvEn iF It wAs bOuT YeR VaRiAnTs. NeVeR Do tHaT Of cOuRsE EvEn iF Ya'lL BlOoDlInE As a wHoLe gOt sOmE KiNdA HoLd mE. (O:
Hm. I will ign9re the c9mment a69ut 6l99d f9r n9w and state that I cann9t speak f9r my alternate selves, and I w9uld n9t dream 9f implying 9ur 69undaries are all the same; ultimately, th9ugh similar, we are separate pe9ple. As f9r h9w I feel 9n 6eing the target 9f such things... Were 9ne t9 p9st #nsfw fantasies 9r ideas a69ut myself, it w9uld 6e- peculiar? As I am v9luntarily celi6ate. It is unlikely I w9uld recipr9cate such desires. It w9uld 6e surprising t9 me f9r 9thers t9 have such feelings in the first place, when 6y all metrics I am c9nsidered 'insuffera6le' 9r 'undesira6le'. At the same time, again, I d9 n9t wish t9 infringe 9n pe9ple's rights t9 self expressi9n - especially in terms 9f sexuality, in which qu9te unqu9te 'deviant' tastes are heavily #repressed 6y the state. Were it t9 happen? I w9uld perhaps prefer it at least 6e direct, unam6igu9us, and pr9perly tagged (likely with #nsfw #directp9sting #c9nfessi9ns - etc.) such that if any c9ntent within left me feeling unc9mf9rta6le 9r trespassed in any way, we c9uld have a healthy discussi9n a69ut such 69undaries. Ultimately leaving things vague leads t9 a murky envir9nment that is rife with misunderstandings and uncertainty.
tHaT'S KiNdA ThE ApPeAl mAn, CaNtAnKeRoUs aNd aLl tHaT. pAiLiN MaY NoT FiX ThAt sPoOn uP YeR NoOk bUt tHiNkInG BoUt aLl yEr rEaCtIoNs. WhAt'd gEt yOu gOiN. tHaT'S ThE FuN PaRt! WhAt gEtS KaNk aLl wEt bEtWeEn tHe kNeEs? Do yOu lIkE To tOp, To bOtToM, wOuLd sOmEtHiNg rEaL VaNiLlA OvErStImUlAtE YoU? nOt eVeN MeNtIoNiNg tHe lIkE FuCkInG CoRrUpTiOn. (o: iT'S ReAl hOt tO ThInK AbOuT.
...G99dness. #nsfw #h9rnyp9sting #healthydiscussi9ns #69undaries #c9nflictedfeelings These are n9t t9pics I tend t9 give th9ught t9, as typically I a6stain fr9m all #sexual th9ught and desire; temptati9ns 9f the flesh are distracti9ns. They draw me away fr9m my m9st imp9rtant w9rks, and s9 I cann9t a6ide them. I supp9se I appreciate the insight as t9 what 9thers may view as 'attractive qualities' in me. As f9r the su6stance itself... #C9rrupti9n is right 9ut. I understand there is an appeal in the claiming 9f 'f9r6idden fruit', yet I am t99 disciplined t9 all9w such vices t9 c9nsume and alter me. Any experiment w9uld 6e that: An is9lated experiment. I w9uld surely n9t 6ec9me 'c9rrupted'. T9 falter s9 easily w9uld 6e an em6arrassment. 6ut there is, I supp9se, a certain appeal a69uut p9ndering it. It g9es with9ut saying that my inv9lvement in such w9uld 6e scandal9us. The rest I will leave up t9 y9ur c9l9urful imaginati9n, at least f9r n9w. The uncertainty and fantasy seems t9 6e part 9f the appeal, after all. And I w9uld n9t deny a healthy d9se 9f fantasy.
yEaH MaN! nOw yEr gEtTiNg iT. dOn't wAnT It lIkE EaSy aNd qUiCk. ThE CoRrUpTiOnS GoTtA Be rEaL SlOw aNd dElIbErAtE. gOtTa tEaSe aLl tHaT RePrEsSeD ShIt oUtTa yOu. LiStEn tO YoUr mEaT If i gOt mY ClAwS On yOu. pLaY WiTh yOuR DeLiCaTeS AnD LiCk uP On yOu. I'D WaNt yOu tO WaNt iT Ya kNoW? lIvE In yOuR PaN, mAkE YoU WoNdEr aNd yEr hAnDs wAnDeR. ThAt's tHe kInDa cOrRuPtIoN I LiKe. iSn't tHiNkInG AbOuT ThE SaNdAl fUn tHo? wHaT If yOu gOt cAuGhT? bUt aLsO, wHaT If yOu dIdN'T? wHaT If yOu cOuLd kEeP YoUr cOoL AfTeR Or dUrInG. i cOuLd bE PlAyInG WiTh yOu rIgHt nOw aNd cHiTtR WoUlDn't eVeN KnOw. (o:
There is. A L9t t9 think a69ut here. Critically, 9f c9urse. F9r curi9sity's sake. Firstly, 9f c9urse I w9uld want it. N9t that I -d9-, necessarily, 6ut that any act I engage in w9uld explicitly have t9 6e 9ne I desire and c9nsent t9. Even if, perhaps, I may insinuate 9therwise. (TW: #nsfw #c9nsent #denial #CnC #danger9usRelati9nships) Denial is a p9werful t99l and c9ping mechanism, and I am at least self aware en9ugh t9 realize that - in such a situati9n - I w9uld 6e 6leating a69ut disdaining a great many things. While perhaps har69uring feelings 9f the 9pp9site. Hyp9thetically speaking, 9f c9urse - I am still firmly a6stinent, and w9uld surely disdain having such n9ti9ns challenged. While p9tentially #pr96lematic f9r many reas9ns, even I cann9t deny the tendency many have t9 desire th9se m9re f9rward, 6lunt, and physically imp9sing. (#c9ntrasts #p9wer6alances) 'Pushy', even. T9eing the line. Nudging 69undaries. Gra66ing, squeezing, kneading, 6iting. I w9uld never adv9cate f9r such 9utside 9f pre-accepted relati9nships with pr9perly esta6lished safew9rds, 9f c9urse. N9r w9uld I wish t9 insinuate such things excite me, 9f all pe9ple! Unwarranted physical t9uch, let al9ne the trespassing 9f 69undaries, can 6e an extremely t9uchy su6ject (pun n9t intended). ...I endeav9ur t9 6e as transparent as I can, and the th9ught 9f claiming celi6acy while in private practicing the 9pp9site is a line I c9uld n9t think t9 cr9ss. T9 6e f9und 9ut w9uld damage my integrity, and 6e a 6etrayal 9f 9ne 9f my strictest 9f principles. T9 keep it hidden w9uld cause such sin t9 f9rever crawl up9n my 6ack, 9nly a6ated either 6y c9mplete refusal and return - 9r 6y c9ntinued indulgence. I supp9se, ultimately, that is the true essence 9f c9rrupti9n: #Temptati9n. #Addicti9n. #Pr96lematic patterns 9f 6ehavi9ur. It is true, th9ugh, that anything c9uld 6e happening 6ehind the screen. N969dy truly kn9ws. Hm.
nAw, WoUlDn't cHaLlEnGe iT ... JuSt pLaY WiTh a lIl. DoN'T YoUr mOrAlS AnD VoWs gOtTa bE FlExIbLe tO LiKe bEtTeR AdApT To tHe sItUaTiOnS AnD MoThErFuCkIn tImEs? rIdGiD ThInGs bReAk uNdEr pReSsUrE. YoU ThInK I'M AlL ThAt mAn? I CoUlD Be bLuNtEr. ThInK I'M JuSt lIkE CrAfTiNg a iMaGe fOr yA. nOt rEaLlY ToUcHiNg yEr mEaT Or aNyThInG. i dO LiKe bItInG, rUbBiNg mY BiG FaNgS AgAiNsT ThE PuMp tUbE In yOuR ThRoAt. If i wAsN'T CaReFuL, cOuLd jUsT SlIp aNd yOu'd bLeEd aLl tHaT YuMmY ChErRy lImEaDe oUt mAn. I'D NeVeR Go tHaT DeEp oF CoUrSe bUt iT'S AbOuT KnOwInG I CoUlD If i wAnTeD To yA KnOw? wHaT WoUlD YoU WaNt oUr sAfE WoRd tO Be? CoUlD uSe tHe tAp oUt mEtHoD SiNcE I'D WaNt yA ChOkInG On mY ToNgUe tHe wHoLe tImE. DrOoLiN AnD CrYiN, aNd yOu'd lIkE It? DoN'T WaNnA AsSuMe hErE, eVeN If iT'S My fAnTaSy oR OuRs iF YoU WaNnA ShArE (o: tHeN We'd hAvE To bE ReAl fUcKiNg cArEfUl. ClEaN YoU Up fUcKiNg pRoPeRlY, rInG OuT AlL My sLuRrY FrOm tHaT CuTe sWeAtEr yEr wEaRiNg. NoW ThAt i'm tHiNkInG AbOuT It, WoUlD Be eAsIeR JuSt tO NoT PuLl oUt. SwEaTeR CoUlD HiDe iT RiGhT? aT YeR HuSk tOp dOiNg yEr gOoD, rIgHtEoUs wOrK, lIl bElLy sWoLlEn aNd hEaVy wItH PuRpLe sLuRrY. pEoPlE WoUlDn't kNoW UnLeSs yOu tOlD ThEm. wHaT'S HaPpEnInG BeHiNd yOuR ScReEn mAn? YoU TeLl mE ThE TrUtH, i'lL TeLl yOu wHaT I'M DoIn. (o:
I... Supp9se the l9gic d9es track. Rigidity is required t9 ensure I stick t9 my principles, yet at the same time I have already 6ec9me much m9re flexi6le and acc9m9dating in my 6eliefs. I, as well as any9ne, have the p9tential t9 gr9w and change. I d9u6t I w9uld even have engaged in such hyp9theticals a few sweeps ag9. Yet that d9es n9t mean they pass anything m9re than just that - ideas. I feel as th9ugh I sh9uld 6e m9re 9utraged at the insinuati9n 9f such #vi9lence. Such threats. The implicit danger. And 9f c9urse at refering t9 my 6l99d with such... #Fetishistic language. I c9uld write entire essays a69ut the pr96lematic nature 9f the material c9ntained here.The nature 9f relati9nships 6etween th9se at such 6r9ad ends 9f the #hem9spectrum are 9ften rife with such p9tential t9xicities and ta699s which I really 9ught n9t t9 ena6le. 6ut. Ultimately, it's a fantasy. And I supp9se I cann9t 6egrudge c9nsensual fantasies. T9 s9me degree esta6lishing a safew9rd feels a step further. An ackn9wledgement 9f s9me reality. 6ut I w9uld 6e remiss n9t t9 make use 9f them. '9ranges' is fittingly in9ffensive and unam6igu9us, 6ut with the af9rementi9ned... Gagging. Ah. Three taps in sequence, repeated. 9r. If my hands were, f9r whatever reas9n, incapa6le 9f reaching y9u. Perhaps three finger-snaps, l9ud and sharp. Just t9 6e safe. Such that even if my thr9at were 9ccupied 6y advances 9f the slick, heated and passi9nate kind, and my hands tied 9r 9therwise restrained with firm grasps and sharp claws, I w9uld 6e perfectly capa6le 9f st9pping at any m9ment. Which, surely, I w9uld. Certainly. ...I. Ah. Think. I need t9 take a step 6ack. And perhaps seclude myself in an a6luti9n cham6er. And take a sh9wer. A lengthy, c9ld sh9wer. I think that's what I'm d9ing. That s9unds like the pr9per c9urse 9f acti9n. N9t f9r the purp9ses 9f actual cleansing, I need t9 stress. M9re 9f a spiritual cleansing.
pEoPlE ShOuLd hAvE ThE RoOm tO ChAnGe mAn. GrOw aNd bE BeTtEr, ImPoRtAnT To mOtHeRfUcKiNg eXiStInG. (O: IdEa's gOt pLeNtY PoWeR, yOu'd kNoW ThAt bEtTeR ThAn aNyOnE. cOuLd lIkE TeLl mE To sToP. iF It's tOo mUcH, dOn't wAnNa cRoSs aNy lInEs If wErE JuSt tAlKiN. BuT CoUlD AlSo lEt yOu lEaD If yEr iNtO ThAt. DoN'T MiNd hAnDiNg oVeR My lEaSh. I CaN Be rEaLlY ObEdIeNt aNd aCcOmMoDaTiNg iF YeR MoRe cOmFoRtAbLe wItH ThAt? yOu lIkE ThE IdEa oF HaViNg a hIgH BlOoD At yOuR FeEt? AiN'T No fIsH BuT ThE MoThErFuCkInG GrAnD HiGh bLoOd, NoW ThAt's sOmEtHiN, tAkInG MuTaNt bUlGe. TsK, tAlK AbOuT MoThErFuCkInG ScAnDaLoUs. So yEr aCkNoWlEdGiNg tHe tHiNg iS OuRs yEa? OuR SaFe wOrD Is oRaNgEs. OuT FaNtAsY As rUlEs aNd i'm hApPy tO FoLlOw eM (o: cErTaInLy bUt wE HaVeN'T GoNe tO FaR NoW HaVe wE? tHeRe's a lOt hErE, lOtTa mOtHeRfUcKiN FiLtH. i lOvE CoLd sHoWeRs mAn, HeAt rEaLlY FuCkS Me uP AfTeR A WhIlE. YoU WaNnA TaLk aBoUt FeTiShIzInG Ya. WaRmBlOoDs jUsT Do sOmEtHiNg tO My nOoK. wArMtH, tIcKlInG, cRaWlInG Up mY MeAt, My pAn. AiN'T NoThInG LiKe iT. yA'Ll rUn sO FuCkInG HoT, aLmOsT ToO MuCh mOsT Of tHe tImE.
i can read vwhat it says if i highlight the text. you dont vwanna knowv vwhat it says. frankly i bet it vwould make you as mad as i still am at this person