The Insufferable
@consultingGoodness
TW: This pr9file will c9ntain vari9us triggering t9pics related t9 in-depth discussi9n 9f pr96lematic issues pervading s9ciety, including 6ut n9t limited t9 #hem9ism, #classism, #a6leism, #slurs . . .
((Decided to make a shorter OOC intro post because while long-winded rambling IS on-brand, nobody's gonna read all that. If you want to, anyway: [ https://chittr.ing/profile/consultingGoodness/1e2dc8f4-893b-4c56-8fc9-bacb95a9e60f ] TL;DR: He/him. Mutant. Naive, overzealous, hypocritical activist. Professional yapper. Autistic. Celibate by choice, not necessarily asexual. Takes everything literally. Has ego issues. Kind've lonely. Craves validation, feels conflicted about actually receiving it. Doing his best, trying to do better. A LOT more spiteful than he lets on. Kind of a brat. Also a brony who gets way too heated about cartoon discourse. All interactions welcome. SFW/NSFW, friendly or violent, angst/fluff, whatever.))
Remem6er: N9 matter h9w 6ad it gets, there's always a versi9n 9f y9u 9ut there that's w9rse. I mean has it w9rse.
Both can be true simultaneously!
> 1 have l1ve conf1rmat1on of th12 be1ng the ca2e <
o| WaS GoNnA SaY Im tHe wOrSt vErSiOn oF Me bUt tHeN I ReMeMbErEd mY DeScEnDaNt eXiStS AnD NaH NvM ThAt bItCh iS WoRsE |o
Much t9 6e said a69ut the pr96lematic treatment 9f qu9te unqu9te 'd99med' timelines and the rampant alpha-timeline privilege that d9esn't get discussed. The idea that s9me9ne is less imp9rtant as a pers9n simply 6ecause their respective universes did n9t g9 h9w they were 'supp9sed' t9 g9. Might make a g99d t9pic f9r an essay t9 6reak me 9ut 9f this rut. TW #timelines #alphaPrivilege #chr9n9l9gicalInequality
▲my alpha self is a bitch whos gonna die on a train, sucks to be her lol▼
Update: Sequestering y9urself away fr9m the w9rld and f9rcing y9urself t9 write d9es n9t, in fact, impr9ve the quality 9f y9ur 9utput. It's messed up. It's unfair.
₍^. .^₎⟆ Are yow a horse?꠹
₍^. .^₎⟆ Ahh ! ssee, horse pony꠹
Unf9rtunately it's true. Yet an9ther way reality itself 9ppresses us.
yOu tRy lIkE DoIn aNyThInG AnYtHiNg bRo? LeT LiKe tHe fUcKiN WoRdS CoMe tO YoU.
F9r th9se still waiting 9n me f9r replies, I am deeply s9rry. My a6ility t9 write clearly and c9herently has 6een at an all time l9w.
Please. Get pr9per rest if y9u are a6le t9. Find s9mething t9 clear y9ur mind. May6e s9me meditati9n?
With respect, Kankri, we are 9ne and the same. 9f c9urse I have tried meditati9n. It has n9t cured me.
Sigh. I just 9nly h9pe y9u're a6le t9 get an ample rest and 6e in a clear mind. I wish 9nly the wellest 9f rests.
Remem6er t9 tag y9ur pu6lic pitch flirting and/9r self-demeaning su6missi9n appr9priately. Thank y9u. TW #nsfw #pitch #quadrantEntanglements #su6missi9n #degradati9n
Yet it never happens. N969dy ever d9es. N969dy tags it EVER! N9t even Cr9 and his kismesis!
ah you vwound me kanny...
I'm just saying!
Yeah 6ecause I haven't seen him 9r Mituna tag their pu6lic pitch flirting even 9NCE!
kanny svweetheart... stopppp...
9kay I am n9t shaming either 9f y9u even if this relati9nship is n9t 9ne I can pers9nally understand (#speakY9urTruths #l9veIsL9ve) 6ut I am uncertain my replies are the 6est place f9r this discussi9n. Cr9nus y9u sh9uld a6s9lutely 6e tagging y9ur pitch flirting, h9wever. I am n9t 6iased in fav9ur 9f my alternate self, I am an impartial and 96jective judge here.
sheesh chief i didnt think itd be a problem though since the vwhole vwebsite nevwer complained except from one random offhand comment kanny made in the past
Far 6e it fr9m me t9 accuse any 9f my G99d Friends 9f magical sa69tage, f9r I kn9w they w9uld SURELY never d9 such a thing. That said. Damaras? Kurl9zes? A relapsed wizard Cr9nus 9r tw9? Anything t9 declare? I pr9mise I w9n't 6e mad.
Night three. My state has n9t impr9ved. At this p9int, the 9nly l9gical c9nclusi9n I can c9me t9 is that I am the victim 9f s9me nefari9us curse. I am calling all #witches, #wizards, #mages and #magically-inclined-pers9ns f9r aid.
bIg tImE CuRsE BrO. kArMa aIn't yO MoThErFuCkIn fRiEnD.
6ut I'm literally such a g99d pers9n. AND I'm nice. They hate me 6ecause I speak the truth.
nIcE AnD GoOd pEoPlE DoN'T ReAlLy nEeD To sAy iT AnD MoSt aReN'T CuRsEd bRo. YoU Do aNyThInG ElSe bEsIdEs fUcKiNg tAlK? kNoW A MoThErFuCkEr lOvEs tHoSe eSsAyS BuT DiD YoU TrY To dO AnY Of tHe tHiNgS In eM?
I'm trying my 6est. Dial9gue is the greatest ar6iter 9f s9cial change, and anything m9re physical is difficult t9 achieve as a p9st-m9rtal individual.
iT'S NoT AnD YoU KnOw iT MaN (o: ViOlEnCe iS AlWaYs mOtHeRfUcKiNg qUeEn. GoT A ReAl qUeStIoN FoR Ya: WhAt dO Ya tHiNk rAgE Is fOr iN ThE GaMe? We bOtH PlAyEd, BoTh hAd lIkE A RaGe pLaYeR. mAyBe mEaNs yOu aLrEaDy gOt yEr cHaNcE, cAn't rEaLlY HaVe a sAy iN ThE PlAy iF YoU'Ve aLrEaDy pLaYeD YoUr fUcKiNg pArT.
9n that, I have t9 vehemently 6ut respectfully disagree. Vi9lence is never the answer, and there is always a 6etter s9luti9n. Rage... I think is a generally negative f9rce. V9latile. Cha9tic. Yet they can channel their essence int9 n9n-destructive, 9r at least n9n-vi9lent, means. Decisiveness. Res9lve. A rev9luti9nary need n9t 6e an execut9r, as well. 9ur rage player ren9unced his anger, sewing his m9uth shut that he may never emit his damaging screams again. We failed in 9ur sessi9n, 6ut succeeded in giving 9thers a sh9t. I disdain many 9f my acti9ns during it, including the times in which I felt f9rced t9 res9rt t9 vi9lence. In the time after, I have dedicated myself t9 peaceful dial9gue instead. There is still s9 much w9rk t9 6e d9ne. My purp9se was n9t t9 play a game - it was t9 6e a shepherd.
vIoLeNcE Is aPaRt oF EvErY ReVoLuTiOn tHaT MaTtErEd aNd yOu kNoW ThAt. (o: YoU ThInK ThE MoThErFuCkInG H.I.C CoUlD Be wOrN DoWn wItH TaLkInG? sHe tAlK AlL ThEm fUcKiNg sOlAr sYsTeMs iNtO JoInInG HeR EmPiRe. nO EmOtIoN Is lIkE NeGaTiVe. A MoThErFuCkEr iS SuRe mOrE FoLkS HaVe kIlLeD OuTtA LoVe. RaGe iS AbOuT NoT BeInG HeArD MaN, pAn's wAy oF SaYiNg tHe mEaTs bEeN WrOnGeD. tHaT ThInGs nEeD To cHaNgE AnD Of cOuRsE RaGe's mAnY MoThErFuCkIn sEcReTs. YoU ReAlLy tHiNk tHaT MoThErFuCkEr aIn't bOiLiNg? He's wAaAaAy mOrE PaTiEnT ThAn mE MaN. wAy mOrE PaTiEnT ThAn yOu. ThAt mOtHeRfUcKeRs rAgE HaS LiKe cRyStAlIzEd iNtO A KnIfE AnD YoU DoN'T EvEn sEe hIm sTaBbInG FoLkS. YoU SuRe aBoUt tHaT? dId y'aLl hAvE ThE MoSt wIcKeD DoUbLe dEaTh aNgElS In yEr gAmE? sHePaRd cAn't bE BlInD KaNkRi. If yA WaNnA FiGhT OfF WoLvEs sOmE NeEd pUtTiN DoWn. SiGnLeSs kNeW ThAt sHiT.
The Signless was a man m9lded 6y his envir9nment. His w9rld was vi9lent, and s9 t99 did he 6ec9me vi9lent. His m9st l9ng-lived teachings were n9t th9se 9f vi9lence, 6ut 9f silent, patient w9rship. His w9rds were passed d9wn n9t 6y militant rev9luti9naries, 6ut diligent disciples. 6ut vi9lence is a t99l 9f the enemy. It is a t99l 9f 9ppressi9n. What right have I t9 take an9ther life? If I harm, if I kill, then where d9es it st9p? At what p9int is it t99 much? I 6elieve de6ating what is the 'right' am9unt 9f vi9lence is f99lish. There is n9 right am9unt 9f vi9lence. 6ecause it is inherently wr9ng. I kill a tyrant, and 6ec9me 9ne myself. 6l99d f9r 6l99d and the w9rld exsanguinates. T9 6ec9me heated in my current state w9uld 6e unwise. Kn9w that pacifism is a t9pic I am n9t flexi6le 9n. I gave up my ir9ns f9r g99d, and the th9ught 9f the damage I wr9ught with them makes me nause9us.
bUt hE WaS ViOlEnT. hIs lIkE WoRdS AnD ViOlEnCe bEcAmE A MoThErFuCkInG PrObLeM. sO He nEeDeD To bE PuT DoWn cAuSe wHaT He sAiD MaDe pEoPlE FuCkInG AnGrY. aNgRy pEoPlE AcT. To pRoTeCt mAn. If vIoLeNcE Is tHe oNlY MoThErFuCkIn cHoIcE YoU GoNnA LeT SoMe fUcKiNg gHoUl oF YeR LiKe oPpReSsOr kIlL YoU? yOu gOtTa fInD PeOpLe tHaT ArE WiLlInG To tAlK MaN. wHeN YoU KiLl, PeOpLe lIsTeN. fOlKs dOn't wAnNa gEt hUrT So tHeY TaLk, ThAt's wHaT ViOlEnCe iS FuCkInG FoR. tHe lIkE ThReAt, ThE AcT, iS A YoU MaDe mE Do tHiS WhEn i wAs wIlLiN To fUcKiN TaLk. YoU KnOw tHaT TyRaNtS ArE FuCkInG TyRaNtS BeCaUsE ThEy dOn't cArE BoUt tHe wOrLd bLeEdIn. ThAt fUcKiNg wOrRy iS WhAt mAkEs yOu gOoD AnD FuCkInG RiGhTeOuS BuT FoLkS GoTtA LiStEn yA DiG? nOt tRyInG To cHaNgE YoU MaN. jUsT HaViN A CoNvErSaTiOn. I LiKe tAkIn tO YoU. iF ThE WoRlD HaD MoRe pEoPlE ThAt jUsT WaNtEd tO TaLk wE WoUlDn't nEeD FoLkS LiKe mE.
I d9 n9t get upset when I find that I am #6l9cked. I am n9t 'The Insuffera6le' 6ecause every9ne unanim9usly l9ves my message; just as The Signless, I am 9ft maligned. (TW #impliedRejecti9n9fTruth #impliedIgn9rance) I respect every9ne's right t9 curate their 9nline experience. I simply h9pe th9se una6le t9 hear my w9rds are c9rrectly tagging their c9ntent in my a6sense.
iT wOuⱠd nOt 6eⱠi3vɆ sO iF ThIs Is A RɇCuRrInG pRo฿lEm
(^･ω･^) < DO YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT???
There is n9t much t9 talk a69ut. I plainly laid 9ut my #th9ughts and #feelings in the p9st a69ve. I am n9t upset. I d9 n9t feel resentment. I thank y9u f9r y9ur 9ffer, h9wever.
Chittr is a danger9us we6site, I've decided. The temptati9n t9 p9st extremely vulnera6le and revealing things cann9t 6e a6ided. Y9u d9 n9t need t9 hear all that.
9h the str9ng urge t9 let 9ut internal th9ughts that must stay internal and n9t 9ut int9 the w9rld...
I must practice mindfulness. I must practice discipline. I must practice restraint.
We 69th must practice.
While I fully 6elieve in the right t9 #privacy and #an9nymity, I 6elieve it is a tw9-way street. If I d9 n9t kn9w y9ur #pr9n9uns, #caste, 9r particular #sensitivities, it is harder f9r me t9 6e an adequate #ally 9r t9 9pen up a69ut my 9wn th9ughts and feelings f9r fear 9f tresspassing 9ver 69undaries I am unaware 9f. As such. I will n9t 6e 9pening an "ask 69x", 6ut instead as always enc9urage questi9ns in chitt 9r DM f9rm.
if cr0nus getting pregnant by a w0man d0esnt pr0ve hes a feminist idk what d0es #mpreg
Well. I guess I sh9uld put my ask69x here. Please. 6e civil in it. https://f9rms.gle/aXinr1cra211csNz8 #qna
Y9u d9n't realize h9w l9ng y9u have 6een sitting in silence ruminating until the ruminati9ns catch up t9 y9u. Which is, 9f c9urse, generally fr9wned up9n.
(^･Ω･^) < SO STILL RUMINATING OR JUST HAPPY TO S33 ME!!! MOGMOGMOG
Resentment is like drinking p9is9n and then h9ping it will kill y9ur enemies. F9rgive y9ur friends and f9rgive y9ur f9es, and then extend that kindness t9 every9ne in 6etween.
WHY IS THIS MOST EXECRABLE VERMIN STILL ALIVE?
(^･Ω･^) < DID YOU FORGIVE???
I did. And I still d9. My sec9nd chance at life has all9wed me t9 appreciate the acti9ns d9ne 9nt9 me as a pr9duct 9f their situati9ns.
(^･Ω･^) < GOOD BECAUSE IT WOULD BE FUCKED UP IF THAT WASN'T THE CASE!!! I AM HAPPY FOR YOU THAT YOU GOT THAT SECOND CHANCE, IS IT ONLY YOU OR DID THE OTHERS ALSO GET IT!!!???!!!
I 6elieve a c9uple 9f 9thers did t99. I'm still searching f9r them in the flesh 6ut I kn9w my versi9n 9f Dualscar is at least 9n this site. Dee I haven't f9und yet, unf9rtunately, 6ut I d9 at least have Psii 6y my side again. He's av9iding the site f9r 96vi9us reas9ns. I kn9w 9ne 9r tw9 are permanently dead th9ugh.. I'm h9ping that is n9t the case f9r the pe9ple I haven't reunited with yet.
(^･ω･^) < HOPEFULLY, YOU FIND THE REST!!! I KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT IS TO FIND THE PEOPLE YOU CARE FOR THE MOST, IT TOOK ME YEARS BEFORE I FOUND MY TIMELINE VERSION OF KURZORZ!!!
Y9ur 9ptimistic attitude is greatly appreciated. I will definitely c9ntinue t9 l99k.
I'm just that g99d. Th9ugh I did already die 9nce.
WE’LL WORK ON THE ADDITIONAL THEN.
This time I will live 9ut 9f spite.
S9metimes, I think 6ack t9 the night in which I realized with sh9cking clarity that all 9f my friends hated me. And, in my weakness, I 6elieved that I hated them, t99. With a 6urning passi9n, even. With 6lack 6ile rising t9 my lips, I uttered f9ul #expletives I dare n9t repeat. Such resentment and anger was s9 terri6ly un6ec9ming. It pr9mpted me t9 greatly change my 9utl99k. T9 c9mmit wh9lly t9 6ettering myself. I laid d9wn my arms 9f hate, and instead walked a path 9f peace and f9rgiveness. It's 9ne 9f the events that made me the man I am t9day. TW #hate #plat9nicHatred #martyrd9m #thingsAre6etterN9w #IF9rgiveThem
▲didnt read your post why do you have a snout in your pfp▼
That's 9kay. That's fine. I f9rgive y9u. I supp9se, 6eing a p9st a69ut sharing, it makes sense t9 field questi9ns. The image is a snippet 9f a larger picture, depicting my #p9nys9na. Refer t9: [ https://chittr.ing/pr9file/c9nsultingG99dness/dd5ee0c6-d926-4662-9eaf-6c6685047c62 ]
▲kind of cringe▼ ▲but i guess youre honest and direct about it so whatever, little less cringe▼
There's n9thing cringe a69ut having a s9na. There's n9thing cringe a69ut expressing y9urself.
AH. SWEET #LOATHING. AND SWEETER MEMORIES. THE STRICTER THE VOW. OF #CHASTITY. OR #TEMPERANCE. OR GOOD BEHAVIOR. THE GREATER THE #PLEASURE. IN THE OATHBREAKING. #SUGGESTIVE. #RANKBAIT.
I actually really appreciate the c9nstant attempts t9 questi9n and su6vert my v9ws and 6eliefs. I truly feel n9thing 6ut nice feelings a69ut it. It d9es n9t frustrate me. H9w w9uld I pr9ve and deepen my c9nvicti9n 9therwise. With9ut 6eing acc9sted 6y pr9miscu9us w9men deli6erately twisting my inn9cent w9rds int9 vile innuend9 and #smut.
IT’S REALLY A BEAUTIFUL. MUTUAL. TWO SIDED. RECIPROCAL. SYMBIOTIC RELATIONSHIP. THAT WE SHARE. MUCH LIKE THE RAVENOUS STRIPEBEAST. AND THE WEAK AND FEEBLE HOOFBEAST. AT THE EDGE OF THE HERD.
just heard about casteism and i am extremely fucking angry
I'm n9t c9nsidering the ethics 9f slander. 6ecause it's pretty 96vi9usly unethical. AND rude. Which is the m9re imp9rtant thing, 9f c9urse.
FUCK ANY ETHICS THIS TIME AROUND. THAT VIDEO IS HILARIOUS.
- I amm literally ALWAYS saying this. 🤣🤣
9h, I wasn't denying it was funny. Things can 6e funny and als9 unethical. Many such cases, actually.
WHY AM I SURPRISED THAT YOU OF ALL PEOPLE ACTUALLY LIKE THE VIDEO...
C9nsidering the ethics 9f firing #6eams. Y9u c9uld 6lind s9me69dy with th9se things. And slash 9r #at9mize them. Whichever c9mes first.
1F 1M 4LR34DY BL1ND, C4N 1 ST1LL SHOOT 4 B34M?
Hm. While I am always adv9cating f9r the rights 9f th9se with #disa6ilities, I am n9t sure that 6eing 6lind gives y9u the right t9 6lind 9ther pe9ple. S9rry. An eye f9r an eye makes the, uhm. 9n sec9nd th9ught, f9rget the metaph9r. Just d9n't 6lind pe9ple, I think is the takeaway here.
WHO S41D 4NYTH1NG 4BOUT BL1ND1NG 4NYON3 3LS3? 1 JUST W4NN4 B34M 4TT4CK SO 1 C4N B3 4 COOL DR4GON.
6eams are kind 9f inherently 6linding, I think. Firstly 6ecause getting any s9rt 9f attack in y9ur eyes is 69und t9 have negative effects 9n y9ur capa6ility t9 see things, and sec9ndly 6ecause a 6eam usually implies it is s9me kind 9f light. This is 96vi9usly 6esides the p9int that gratuit9us means 9f vi9lence are perhaps the w9rst f9rms 9f vi9lence, which in and 9f itself is als9 pr96lematic.
ummm, beams are how i cope? youre being ablleist
1 GU3SS 1LL B4CK TO JUST B1T1NG.
I w9uld never dream 9f denying s9me69dy their c9ping mechanisms! I simply think that extreme care sh9uld 6e taken t9 ensure we d9 n9t harm 9thers with said c9ping mechanisms. Especially when they are giant and damaging 6eams and 9r rays. D9 y9u WANT t9 hurt pe9ple? I respect and care f9r th9se suffering fr9m #vi9lentTendencies and #urges, 6ut vi9lence is always wr9ng. #*a6leist #typ9
While I understand y9u may 6e g9ing thr9ugh a l9t, and may lack the #selfRestraint and #maturity t9 pr9perly c9mprehend that harm y9u d9, I must n9netheless enc9urage y9u t9 l99k within y9urself and find the r99t 9f these urges. We must all try t9 6etter 9urselves, and minimize the harm which we d9. Even if it is scary.
Tw9 nights in a r9w 9f insufficient f9cus. Clearly, I've 6een slipping in discipline.
have some rest, youu deserve it..
If I give int9 the temptati9n 9f idleness n9w, it will 6e even harder t9 resist next time.
T9 D9 LIST: ∘ 6urst s9me9ne's 6u66le ∘ Stir the p9t ∘ T99t my 9wn h9rn ∘ Add my 2 caegars ∘ Skate 9n thin ice ∘ Add fuel t9 the fire
TO DO L1ST: YOUR MOM >:] #NSFW
TH4NK YOU >:]