The Insufferable
@consultingGoodness
TW: This pr9file will c9ntain vari9us triggering t9pics related t9 in-depth discussi9n 9f pr96lematic issues pervading s9ciety, including 6ut n9t limited t9 #hem9ism, #classism, #a6leism, #slurs . . .
Remem6er: The image that s9me9ne ch99ses t9 depict themselves with 9nline (c9ll9quially kn9wn as a 'pr9file picture' 9r 'avatar') d9es n9t necessarily represent a 1:1 likeness t9 their appearance in n9n-9nline reality.
"Imm9rtality" isn't all that different fr9m un-m9rtality, really. Sure, I d9n't have all the trappings 9f a living 69dy, 6ut time is n9 96ject f9r me n9w. I c9uldn't even tell y9u h9w many sweeps it's 6een since I died. Spent with the same pe9ple wh9se acti9ns c9llectively led t9 9ur deaths. Rehashing the same interpers9nal dramas that led t9 9ur game 6eing s9 unsta6le in the first place, plus plenty 9f new, exciting, exhausting 9nes. Una6le t9 enact change up9n the living w9rld, 9r indeed up9n any w9rld that 'matters' as far as parad9x space is c9ncerned. Sweep after sweep after sweep after sweep. 6ut at least we're c9nnected with the wider extra-net, n9w. That's pretty c99l. S9me pe9ple here even appreciate my essays. TW #death #undeath #andAllVaria6lesIn6etween #imm9rtality #p9stM9rtality #dream6u66les #repetiti9n #pl9tIrrelevance #drama #interpers9nalC9nflict #purgat9ryLikeStates #thankY9uT9MyReaders #newEssayS99n #iPr9mise
It feels g99d t9 garden. It feels fulfilling t9 cultivate life and have it gr9w thr9ugh y9ur eff9rts. Even if it's n9t actually alive. 9r real. 6ecause it's all dream6u66le gh9st-mem9ry stuff. And y9ur eff9rts are actually m9stly just perceiving that it is gr9wing hard en9ugh t9 make it s9, t9 the p9int that y9u are n9t actually sure if y9u are achieving anything at all. 6ut 9nce y9u get past all that it's pretty relaxing and fulfilling, I think.
this is depressin as hell dude.
i dont generally find you likeable or agreeable, but i agree with the ampora. this is depressing. i hope youll one day be able to grow something real and beautiful.
Well, I'm s9rry y9u interpreted it that way. I ch99se t9 l99k at it p9sitively. Glass half full. N9t that seeing it as half-empty is a less valid way 9f l99king at things.
havwe ya considered not ovwer thinkin it? sounds like itd be more relaxin vwithout adding all the technicalities.
M9st pe9ple d9n't. That is fine. I d9 n9t need t9 6e liked in 9rder f9r my w9rds t9 6e impactful. 6ut I h9pe s9 t99.
ouch. i personally vwouldnt call it ignorance...
I didn't mean it in a disparaging way. Simply that I p9ssess an analytical thinkpan, and I must keep it sharp. S9me69dy has t9 perceive all the p9tential pr96lematics in day-t9-day life that m9st pe9ple take f9r granted.
sounds like ya dont knowv howv to relax
The curse 9f 6eing such a free thinker (#thinking #intelligence #wisd9m) is that at all times my thinkpan is c9nsumed n9t just 6y #radical ideas (in #s9ci9p9litical terms, n9t in 'c99lness' terms f9r all y9u 69ard-skaters), 6ut 9f ideas 9n h9w t9 c9mmunicate them effectively t9 the masses. Such that it pr9ves difficult t9 f9cus 9n any 9ne issue t9 c9mpleti9n. 6ut that's just my 6urden t9 6ear.
T9night was a g99d night - as much as 'g99dness' can 6e ascri6ed t9 an ar6itrary measure 9f time. Still, it dawns 9n me that I cann9t remem6er the last time I all9wed a s9cial engagement t9 distract me s9 th9r9ughly fr9m w9rk. It's refreshing.
S9me very imp9rtant th9ught-pr9v9king p9sting t9day. I think I've earned myself a little treat. 6ut 9nly a little 9ne. #allThingsInM9derati9n #n9t6ragging #myC9nd9lencesT9Th9seWith9utTreats #iW9uldShare6utItIsGh9stStuff #andThusN9tTechnicallyReal #andAls9ImpracticalT9Share9verTheNet
TW #nsfw #nsfwe #fetishes #kinks #hem9spectrum #fetishizati9n9fSpecificTraits #andA6ilities #6el9ngingT9ParticularCastes #interCasteRelati9nships #p9werDynamics #stere9types #pr96lematicKink #r9manticEntanglements #p9tentiallyT9xicRelati9nships #intentD9esN9tEqualImpact #kinkDisc9urse #c9nsent #n9nC9nsent #tagDisc9urse #tagY9urSh** #y9uAreAll9wedT96eH9rny #asL9ngAsItIsTagged #s9mePe9pleHaveTraumaA69utY9urFetishes #itIsN9tNecessarilyInn9centT9Them #6eC9nsiderate As the self-designated m9ral centre 9f this we66ed site, I feel it is my imperative t9 remind y9u: P9ssessing certain... Interests, 9f a salaci9us nature, is all #fine and #dandy. Even th9se which stem fr9m particular traits 6el9nging t9 certain dem9graphics; I w9uld n9t think t9 #shame any69dy f9r attracti9ns t9 th9se 9n different areas 9f the hem9spectrum, n9r 9f any characteristics within - pr9vided all inv9lved have given their inf9rmed #c9nsent t9 any such #fetishizati9n 6ef9rehand, 9f c9urse. Self expressi9n and #sexual li6erati9n fr9m the n9rmally narr9w 69rders that tr9ll s9ciety 9ften f9rces us int9 is a p9sitive acti9n, generally speaking. H9wever. It is a thin, thin line t9 tread, and a risky 9ne at that. F9cusing 9verly and 9vertly 9n these traits and fetishizing them risks th9se traits c9ming t9 6e seen in that light exclusively, and in turn h9m9genizes expectati9ns and depicti9ns 9f such. It flattens the pers9n int9 6eing a sum 9f th9se traits, and the stere9types ass9ciated with such - a categ9ry m9re than a living, 6reathing 6eing. (9r an unliving, n9t-necessarily-6reathing 6eing, in the case 9f myself and 9ther p9st-m9rtal individuals.) Remem6er that n9t all mem6ers may even have these a6ilities and c9uld feel inadequate as a result, 9r that th9se wh9 d9 may disdain such things and the attenti9n drawn t9 them. Perhaps th9se y9u kn9w appreciate flirtati9us c9mments and lurid fantasies a69ut what they are capa6le 9f, 6ut it is just as likely that 9thers - including rand9m passers-6y 9n y9ur p9sts - may feel differently. A 6lanket #nsfw tag is n9t en9ugh: The c9ntent therein may 6e p9tentially triggering, disc9mf9rting, 9r distressing, and sh9uld 6e tagged as such. Als9 6e wary that such acts run the risk 9f reinf9rcing 9ffensive 9r danger9us s9cial n9rms; again, I d9 n9t shame th9se wh9 participate in cr9ss-hem9spectrum r9mantic entanglements 9r r9leplay that accentuates differences in status, p9wer, 9r the like, 6ut d9ing s9 in pu6lic with9ut pr9per tags, warnings, and c9nsent risks the unprepared stum6ling acr9ss it like a pr9ver6ial minefield and det9nating implicati9ns which reinf9rce their 6iases. Likewise remem6er that this we6site d9es n9t c9nsist 9f 9ne unified culture, rather that it har69urs tr9lls fr9m all walks 9f life (and un-life). The implicati9ns 9f a relati9nship with a vast caste-gap, f9r example, c9mes with different c9nn9tati9ns 6etween 6ef9rans c9mpared t9 Alternians; in either case, it als9 will inevita6ly c9me with a gap in p9wer and privilege, n9 matter h9w equita6le the relati9nship may actually 6e. A warm6l99d may c9me acr9ss a p9st fetishizing their perceived weakness, their s9cially-assigned p9siti9n 'underneath' c9ld6l99ds, and leave feeling 96jectified, demeaned, and vile as a result. If these things are n9t marked pr9perly, if it is imp9ssi6le t9 tell a ficti9nal fantasy which d9es n9t reflect their actual views versus real, 6ig9ted views 9n the s9cial hierarchy as a wh9le, then it runs incredi6le risk t9 6e triggering and disparaging t9 th9se discussed - and, w9rse, much harder t9 av9id f9r th9se wh9 wish t9. The same may happen t9 s9mething fetishizing the usage 9f psi9nics, when g9ld6l99ds as a caste are s9 9ften treated as little m9re than p9wer-6anks and 6atteries f9r the whims 9f the elite. 9r the usage 9f psychic mind-c9ntr9l techniques 9ccasi9nally p9ssessed 6y th9se 9f c99ler castes, which can 6e seem 6y s9me as gr9ss vi9lati9ns 9f c9nsent and thus a reminder 9f h9w the c9nsent and pers9nh99d 9f warmer castes is s9 9ften disregarded whenever it is c9nvenient. In all cases: Tag pr9perly. Tag resp9nsi6ly. C9nsider wh9, 9r what, y9ur w9rds may harm; even if y9u 6elieve them t9 6e inn9cent fantasies, n9t every9ne feels the same way.
Thank y9u f9r y9ur input. Perhaps it is an 9verreach t9 take up such a mantle, 6ut I feel as th9ugh I am uniquely privileged in a variety 9f ways - and it w9uld 6e a waste, if n9t actively pr96lematic, f9r me t9 n9t use that privilege t9wards uplifting 9thers and ensuring a reducti9n in harm.
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[BEGIN MESSAGE] c|arificati0n. [ACTION:QUERY] what makez it pr0b|ematic? [END MESSAGE]
This is true. Y9u h9ld many privileges I d9 n9t, and in a literal sense we are unequal - I 6elieve this is an undesira6le state 9f affairs, and that an ideal state, w9rld, universe, is 9ne in which there are n9 such im6alances. 9r, at the very least, that th9se which are present and inevita6le are c9ntr9lled f9r t9 ensure t9xicity and pr96lematic 6ehavi9urs d9 n9t 9ccur as a result. And the 9nly way t9 m9ve t9wards such a reality is f9r all t9 w9rk in unis9n, t9 discard their pr96lematic 6ehavi9urs and 6uild a 6etter future f9r all. Fr9m the serfs t9 the l9rds t9 the deities they revere.
i get what youre going for with all the equality stuff, believe me it is incredibly noble but people need imbalance that is why we are here to protect if everyone were completely 100% equal there would never be any positive momentum or any negative momentum icecream cannot survive in room temperature, nor can a delicious meal stay warm in room temperature imbalance is a requirement for most everything that isnt to say there arent good and bad imbalances
Inacti9n, when 9ne can act t9 reduce harm, is alm9st akin t9 causing the harm in the first place. I am privileged t9 p9ssess the circumstances, talents, and drive that I d9; were I t9 simply rest 9n my laurels and all9w reality t9 pass me 6y, when I have the p9wer t9 supp9rt change 6enefitting all, I w9uld 6e taking advantage 9f that privilege t9 6enefit myself instead 9f th9se ar9und me which need aid. And acti9ns such as that are a maj9r reas9n as t9 why tr9ll s9cieties are s9 im6alanced, s9 cruel, s9 pr96lematic.
I must disagree. If we all9w these im6alances t9 exist, unchecked - if we are simply t9 all9w th9se str9nger, 'greater', t9 pr9tect us while we can d9 n9thing 6ut pray and h9pe, if it is t9 6e all9wed that s9me 6enefit m9re fr9m circumstance and s9ciety than 9thers - then we are in n9 6etter situati9n than all9wing tyrants t9 9ppress us. Warm6l99ds are already made t9 rely 9n the 'kindness' 9r rather pity 9f c9ld6l99ds in 9rder t9 survive, and I see little difference with a 6enev9lent 9verl9rd versus a tyrannic 9ne. The pr96lem is n9t merely that p9wer has 6een siezed, wrested away fr9m th9se 'weaker'; it is that said p9wer exists in the first place, always ready t9 6e utilized 6y any 6ad act9rs - 9r 'g99d' act9rs which claim t9 kn9w 6etter. It may 6e imp9ssi6le t9 ensure true equality, this I understand - 6ut any im6alances must c9me with 6alances, checks, and equalizati9n elsewhere. And in the case 9f 'g9ds', 'deities', 'first guardians' and 9ther 6eings 9f supernatural p9wers - in what ways can they 6e held acc9unta6le, currently? What can the 'average', unp9wered pers9n d9 if they p9ssess s9me disagreement? It's simply n9t the f9undati9n 9f a just, unpr96lematic reality.
i wouldnt be much of a "first guardian" if i killed someone that i disagreed with
I d9n't d9u6t that y9u 6elieve that. N9r am I implying y9u, pers9nally, w9uld d9 such a thing. 6ut we cann9t have a s9ciety in which th9se with unchecked p9wer claim they will 9nly act in the 6est interests 9f its pe9ple, and simply trust that they w9n't d9 a 6ad. And we cann9t have a reality in which that is the case, either. 6ut that's m9re 9f a l9ng-term g9al.
THIS IS SURPRISINGLY WELL PUT TOGETHER AND I DO LIKE THE MESSAGE THAT IS BEING CONVEYED WITH IT
Gritting my teeth. I will practice mindfulness. I will n9t all9w my em9ti9ns t9 c9mpr9mise my w9rk.
wHaT YeR EmOtIoNs tElLiN YoU BrOtHa? (o:
wElL We aLl gOt rOoM FoR MoThErFuCkIn iMpRoVeMeNt mAn, CaN'T LeT ThE PaN DeMoNs wIn. NoT LiKe vErY StOiC To bEaT YeRsElF Up dUdE (o:
Rig9r9us self critique is a means 9f impr9vement. 6ut I understand what y9u're saying.
iF BeInG HaRd oN YeRsElF WoRkEd, WoUlD'AvE WoRkEd bY NoW (o: TaKiN It eAsY JuSt sHoW'S AnOtHeR FaCeT Of a mOtHeRfUcKeR. gIvEs tHe pAn tImE To nOtIcE ShIt. SiDeS YoU AiN'T BeEn oN MuCh, KnOw yOu cOoKiN (o:
Well, if idleness w9rked, I w9uldn't feel s9 wasteful when taking 6reaks. It's simply pragmatic t9 accept that there's little rest f9r the righte9us. My a6sence is regretta6le, th9ugh I have attempted t9 use the time t9 recentre myself and s9rt thr9ugh my pri9rities.
mMm nOt tHe sAmE ThInG AnD YoU KnOw iT BrO. dOn't tHeY SaY ThErE'S No rEsT FoR ThE WiCkEd? wHaT PrIoRiTiEs iF Ya dOn't mInE Me aSkIn. A MoThErFuCkEr dOn't wAnNa pRy bUt aLsO (o: WaY YeR TaLkIn aIn't gEt tHeM SoRtEd.
Multiple things can 6e true. The fact remains that s9me69dy has t9 champi9n against 9ur expl9itative systems, and if I d9n't d9 it then I can't trust that any69dy else will. Sans perhaps my alternate selves, 6ut all the m9re reas9n t9 d9 my part. It is evidently what we were made t9 d9. I attempted t9 set my pri9rities straight, 6ut there's 9nly s9 much I can shuffle. If essay writing will n9t c9me t9 me, then I must endeav9ur t9 make up f9r it elsewhere. Dial9gues. Tag reminders. Mediating c9nflict. Meditati9n t9 keep my mind clear. And s9 9n.
i gEtChA, nO OnE ElSe gOnNa dO It rIgHt mIgHt aS WeLl lIkE Do iT YeR FuCkIn sElF. ThInK It's kInDa sAiD HoW Y'AlL DoN'T ChIlL MoRe. KnOw yEr dEaD BuT AlWaYs gRiNdInG. sOuNdS FuCkIn eXhAuStInG. DoIn wHaT Ya cAn wHeN YoU CaN'T Do wHaT Ya wAnT. rEsPeCt. WoUlD LiKe oFfEr tO HeLp wIt tHaT BuT CeRtAiN CoNvIcTiOnS KeEp a mOtHeRfUcKeRs sKiLlS NeRfEd. FoUnD WaYs tO WoRk aRoUnD YeR VoWs bUt lEaD NoT InTo tEmPtAtIoN N AlL ThAt. (o:
The m9ral implicati9ns 9f #hum6le6ragging 9n main. #checkY9urPrivilege
Given recent trends 9n the dash69ard t9night, I feel as th9ugh it is my m9ral duty t9 weigh in with my 9pini9n. Far 6e it fr9m me t9 #kinkshame 9r #ha6itshame 9r shame any kind 9f act 9f self expressi9n 9r c9nsensual c9-expressi9n. And 6elieve me, even I am n9t immune t9 sym69lism and alleg9ry regarding the t9pic; it is ripe f9r such. H9wever. I feel we, as a c9mmunity, need t9 address the tusked trunk-6east in the r99m: The inherently #predat9ry nature 9f #canni6alism. And h9w it reinf9rces 6r9ad, unhealthy p9wer dynamics and the s9cial heirarchy 6acking them up, 9f c9urse. As always pr96lematics tie int9 9ther pr96lematics, creating an 9ur969r9s 9f t9xicity. And als9 that's h9w y9u get pri9n diseases in y9ur thinkpan. N9thing 6ut sympathies f9r th9se suffering fr9m such afflicti9ns, 6ut it 6ears menti9ning. TW f9r #canni6alism (again) (just t9 6e safe) and #g9re (which is typically implicit.)
for non-violence to be a viable option against an enemy it must require that that enemy, in this case oppressors of the lower class, have a conscience. rights for the oppressed have never been achieved through peaceful means and anyone attempting to push the narrative otherwise is someone working for the oppressors to push their agenda, because the idea that radical change can be caused without violence against the oppressor is an idea perpetuated by the oppressor for the sake of leading the oppressed to make no meaningful action. at least with #cannibalism, the meat of the oppressor will not go to waste; any food deliberately wasted when it could go to those in need (in this case, those afflicted with cannibalism) is an action against the oppressed and the lower class, especially those who cannot afford food or cannot otherwise consume conventional food. you are either extremely ignorant to the ways you have been propagandized, or you are actively malicious. and given your insistence on pushing your own points rather than considering those of another, i am inclined to believe the latter.
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I simply d9 n9t 6elieve vi9lent re6elli9n is a useful t99l against an 9ppress9r that can 9utlast its 9ppressed victims 6y several generati9ns. Against th9se that can simply wait 9ut the st9rm, all9w th9se m9st fervent in rev9luti9nary spirit t9 dwindle and pass, and then utilize their greater lifespans t9 c9llect p9wer, res9urces, influence, and enact change n9t 9n the scale 9f just d9zens 9f hundreds 9f sweeps - 6ut 9f th9usands. This, I the9rize, is the c9re reas9n as t9 why c9ld6l99ds came t9 p9wer in 69th 6ef9rus AND Alternia - the latter 9f which had n9 sh9rtage 9f re6elli9ns, and the f9rmer 9f which und9u6tedly had its fair share 6rushed under the pr9ver6ial fl99r-c9vering. We need change 9n a m9re l9ng-term 6asis. S9cietally, culturally. Incrementally. S9 sl9wly in fact that it may n9t 6e perceiva6le 6y m9st that it serves t9 6enefit, 6ut rest assured it WILL 6enefit. If all the sparks 9f rev9luti9n are snuffed 9ut within a single warm6l99d generati9n, what will 6e left t9 keep the t9rch lit?
for this to occur there must be incentive for the upper class to do so. for instance.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. threat of rebellion and death.
I think if we just ask really nicely and persistently eventually they'll see the err9r 9f their ways. I'm d9ing my part via incessant in-depth dial9gue, f9r example, and have already seen excepti9nal am9unts 9f change within my is9lated gr9up 9f disciples I mean friends.
if you genuinely believe that, then you are a tool of the oppressors. thats really all there is to say on the matter.
I wish f9r n9thing m9re than peace, equality, and a c9mplete reducti9n in #pr96lematics - and that is 9nly achieva6le thr9ugh rig9r9us critique. Y9u may malign and disagree with me at y9ur 9wn leisure, f9r I kn9w my path is a righte9us 9ne.
your insistence on your self-righteousness is not only insensitive to the suffering of the lower class and less fortunate, but your insistence that things can only truly change long-term rather than also striving for short-term change for the sake of people who might *hypothetically* exist in the future shows a lack of care and consideration for those who exist *now*. tldr; you are a twat.
the ønus is nøt øn the øppressed tø cørrect a cørrupt system, nør can they øppress thøse in pøwer within that system, even thrøugh acts øf viølence. as løng as viølence is perpetuated against my kind, i will meet like with like gladly.
wHaT LiKe iF M A CoOlBlOoD ThAt wAnTs tO ShArE My mEaT? lIkE ThE IdEa oF NoUrIsHiNg fOlKs. AiN'T A LiL CuRiOuS HoW ThE FoRbIdDeN TaStE? rEaL HoNoR To hAvE SoMeOnE AdOrE YoU So mUcH ThEy lIkE WaNtChA ApArT Of tHeM.
Idleness d9esn't suit me. S9me w9uld call it a 'vacati9n', 6ut I w9uld call it '6eing left al9ne with my th9ughts f9r t99 l9ng.' Still, I rec9gnize that I am privileged t9 6e in a p9siti9n where I can take such a sa66atical in the first place and sh9uld endeav9ur t9 make up f9r l9st time. Either way, it's 9ver; there are essays I must pen. 9ne I've had 9n the 6ack6urner f9r a while: "The S9ci9-Ec9n9mic Privilege Held 6y The 'Influencer Class', And Their R9le In Inf9rmati9n C9ntr9l And Pr9paganda Disseminati9n."
8=l < I'd be interested in reading this
Remem6er: N9 matter h9w 6ad it gets, there's always a versi9n 9f y9u 9ut there that's w9rse. I mean has it w9rse.
Both can be true simultaneously!
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o| WaS GoNnA SaY Im tHe wOrSt vErSiOn oF Me bUt tHeN I ReMeMbErEd mY DeScEnDaNt eXiStS AnD NaH NvM ThAt bItCh iS WoRsE |o
Much t9 6e said a69ut the pr96lematic treatment 9f qu9te unqu9te 'd99med' timelines and the rampant alpha-timeline privilege that d9esn't get discussed. The idea that s9me9ne is less imp9rtant as a pers9n simply 6ecause their respective universes did n9t g9 h9w they were 'supp9sed' t9 g9. Might make a g99d t9pic f9r an essay t9 6reak me 9ut 9f this rut. TW #timelines #alphaPrivilege #chr9n9l9gicalInequality
▲my alpha self is a bitch whos gonna die on a train, sucks to be her lol▼
Update: Sequestering y9urself away fr9m the w9rld and f9rcing y9urself t9 write d9es n9t, in fact, impr9ve the quality 9f y9ur 9utput. It's messed up. It's unfair.
₍^. .^₎⟆ Are yow a horse?꠹
₍^. .^₎⟆ Ahh ! ssee, horse pony꠹
Unf9rtunately it's true. Yet an9ther way reality itself 9ppresses us.
yOu tRy lIkE DoIn aNyThInG AnYtHiNg bRo? LeT LiKe tHe fUcKiN WoRdS CoMe tO YoU.
F9r th9se still waiting 9n me f9r replies, I am deeply s9rry. My a6ility t9 write clearly and c9herently has 6een at an all time l9w.
Please. Get pr9per rest if y9u are a6le t9. Find s9mething t9 clear y9ur mind. May6e s9me meditati9n?
With respect, Kankri, we are 9ne and the same. 9f c9urse I have tried meditati9n. It has n9t cured me.
Sigh. I just 9nly h9pe y9u're a6le t9 get an ample rest and 6e in a clear mind. I wish 9nly the wellest 9f rests.
Remem6er t9 tag y9ur pu6lic pitch flirting and/9r self-demeaning su6missi9n appr9priately. Thank y9u. TW #nsfw #pitch #quadrantEntanglements #su6missi9n #degradati9n
Yet it never happens. N969dy ever d9es. N969dy tags it EVER! N9t even Cr9 and his kismesis!
ah you vwound me kanny...
I'm just saying!
Yeah 6ecause I haven't seen him 9r Mituna tag their pu6lic pitch flirting even 9NCE!
kanny svweetheart... stopppp...
9kay I am n9t shaming either 9f y9u even if this relati9nship is n9t 9ne I can pers9nally understand (#speakY9urTruths #l9veIsL9ve) 6ut I am uncertain my replies are the 6est place f9r this discussi9n. Cr9nus y9u sh9uld a6s9lutely 6e tagging y9ur pitch flirting, h9wever. I am n9t 6iased in fav9ur 9f my alternate self, I am an impartial and 96jective judge here.
sheesh chief i didnt think itd be a problem though since the vwhole vwebsite nevwer complained except from one random offhand comment kanny made in the past
Far 6e it fr9m me t9 accuse any 9f my G99d Friends 9f magical sa69tage, f9r I kn9w they w9uld SURELY never d9 such a thing. That said. Damaras? Kurl9zes? A relapsed wizard Cr9nus 9r tw9? Anything t9 declare? I pr9mise I w9n't 6e mad.
Night three. My state has n9t impr9ved. At this p9int, the 9nly l9gical c9nclusi9n I can c9me t9 is that I am the victim 9f s9me nefari9us curse. I am calling all #witches, #wizards, #mages and #magically-inclined-pers9ns f9r aid.
bIg tImE CuRsE BrO. kArMa aIn't yO MoThErFuCkIn fRiEnD.
6ut I'm literally such a g99d pers9n. AND I'm nice. They hate me 6ecause I speak the truth.
nIcE AnD GoOd pEoPlE DoN'T ReAlLy nEeD To sAy iT AnD MoSt aReN'T CuRsEd bRo. YoU Do aNyThInG ElSe bEsIdEs fUcKiNg tAlK? kNoW A MoThErFuCkEr lOvEs tHoSe eSsAyS BuT DiD YoU TrY To dO AnY Of tHe tHiNgS In eM?
I'm trying my 6est. Dial9gue is the greatest ar6iter 9f s9cial change, and anything m9re physical is difficult t9 achieve as a p9st-m9rtal individual.
iT'S NoT AnD YoU KnOw iT MaN (o: ViOlEnCe iS AlWaYs mOtHeRfUcKiNg qUeEn. GoT A ReAl qUeStIoN FoR Ya: WhAt dO Ya tHiNk rAgE Is fOr iN ThE GaMe? We bOtH PlAyEd, BoTh hAd lIkE A RaGe pLaYeR. mAyBe mEaNs yOu aLrEaDy gOt yEr cHaNcE, cAn't rEaLlY HaVe a sAy iN ThE PlAy iF YoU'Ve aLrEaDy pLaYeD YoUr fUcKiNg pArT.
9n that, I have t9 vehemently 6ut respectfully disagree. Vi9lence is never the answer, and there is always a 6etter s9luti9n. Rage... I think is a generally negative f9rce. V9latile. Cha9tic. Yet they can channel their essence int9 n9n-destructive, 9r at least n9n-vi9lent, means. Decisiveness. Res9lve. A rev9luti9nary need n9t 6e an execut9r, as well. 9ur rage player ren9unced his anger, sewing his m9uth shut that he may never emit his damaging screams again. We failed in 9ur sessi9n, 6ut succeeded in giving 9thers a sh9t. I disdain many 9f my acti9ns during it, including the times in which I felt f9rced t9 res9rt t9 vi9lence. In the time after, I have dedicated myself t9 peaceful dial9gue instead. There is still s9 much w9rk t9 6e d9ne. My purp9se was n9t t9 play a game - it was t9 6e a shepherd.
vIoLeNcE Is aPaRt oF EvErY ReVoLuTiOn tHaT MaTtErEd aNd yOu kNoW ThAt. (o: YoU ThInK ThE MoThErFuCkInG H.I.C CoUlD Be wOrN DoWn wItH TaLkInG? sHe tAlK AlL ThEm fUcKiNg sOlAr sYsTeMs iNtO JoInInG HeR EmPiRe. nO EmOtIoN Is lIkE NeGaTiVe. A MoThErFuCkEr iS SuRe mOrE FoLkS HaVe kIlLeD OuTtA LoVe. RaGe iS AbOuT NoT BeInG HeArD MaN, pAn's wAy oF SaYiNg tHe mEaTs bEeN WrOnGeD. tHaT ThInGs nEeD To cHaNgE AnD Of cOuRsE RaGe's mAnY MoThErFuCkIn sEcReTs. YoU ReAlLy tHiNk tHaT MoThErFuCkEr aIn't bOiLiNg? He's wAaAaAy mOrE PaTiEnT ThAn mE MaN. wAy mOrE PaTiEnT ThAn yOu. ThAt mOtHeRfUcKeRs rAgE HaS LiKe cRyStAlIzEd iNtO A KnIfE AnD YoU DoN'T EvEn sEe hIm sTaBbInG FoLkS. YoU SuRe aBoUt tHaT? dId y'aLl hAvE ThE MoSt wIcKeD DoUbLe dEaTh aNgElS In yEr gAmE? sHePaRd cAn't bE BlInD KaNkRi. If yA WaNnA FiGhT OfF WoLvEs sOmE NeEd pUtTiN DoWn. SiGnLeSs kNeW ThAt sHiT.
The Signless was a man m9lded 6y his envir9nment. His w9rld was vi9lent, and s9 t99 did he 6ec9me vi9lent. His m9st l9ng-lived teachings were n9t th9se 9f vi9lence, 6ut 9f silent, patient w9rship. His w9rds were passed d9wn n9t 6y militant rev9luti9naries, 6ut diligent disciples. 6ut vi9lence is a t99l 9f the enemy. It is a t99l 9f 9ppressi9n. What right have I t9 take an9ther life? If I harm, if I kill, then where d9es it st9p? At what p9int is it t99 much? I 6elieve de6ating what is the 'right' am9unt 9f vi9lence is f99lish. There is n9 right am9unt 9f vi9lence. 6ecause it is inherently wr9ng. I kill a tyrant, and 6ec9me 9ne myself. 6l99d f9r 6l99d and the w9rld exsanguinates. T9 6ec9me heated in my current state w9uld 6e unwise. Kn9w that pacifism is a t9pic I am n9t flexi6le 9n. I gave up my ir9ns f9r g99d, and the th9ught 9f the damage I wr9ught with them makes me nause9us.
bUt hE WaS ViOlEnT. hIs lIkE WoRdS AnD ViOlEnCe bEcAmE A MoThErFuCkInG PrObLeM. sO He nEeDeD To bE PuT DoWn cAuSe wHaT He sAiD MaDe pEoPlE FuCkInG AnGrY. aNgRy pEoPlE AcT. To pRoTeCt mAn. If vIoLeNcE Is tHe oNlY MoThErFuCkIn cHoIcE YoU GoNnA LeT SoMe fUcKiNg gHoUl oF YeR LiKe oPpReSsOr kIlL YoU? yOu gOtTa fInD PeOpLe tHaT ArE WiLlInG To tAlK MaN. wHeN YoU KiLl, PeOpLe lIsTeN. fOlKs dOn't wAnNa gEt hUrT So tHeY TaLk, ThAt's wHaT ViOlEnCe iS FuCkInG FoR. tHe lIkE ThReAt, ThE AcT, iS A YoU MaDe mE Do tHiS WhEn i wAs wIlLiN To fUcKiN TaLk. YoU KnOw tHaT TyRaNtS ArE FuCkInG TyRaNtS BeCaUsE ThEy dOn't cArE BoUt tHe wOrLd bLeEdIn. ThAt fUcKiNg wOrRy iS WhAt mAkEs yOu gOoD AnD FuCkInG RiGhTeOuS BuT FoLkS GoTtA LiStEn yA DiG? nOt tRyInG To cHaNgE YoU MaN. jUsT HaViN A CoNvErSaTiOn. I LiKe tAkIn tO YoU. iF ThE WoRlD HaD MoRe pEoPlE ThAt jUsT WaNtEd tO TaLk wE WoUlDn't nEeD FoLkS LiKe mE.
I d9 n9t get upset when I find that I am #6l9cked. I am n9t 'The Insuffera6le' 6ecause every9ne unanim9usly l9ves my message; just as The Signless, I am 9ft maligned. (TW #impliedRejecti9n9fTruth #impliedIgn9rance) I respect every9ne's right t9 curate their 9nline experience. I simply h9pe th9se una6le t9 hear my w9rds are c9rrectly tagging their c9ntent in my a6sense.
iT wOuⱠd nOt 6eⱠi3vɆ sO iF ThIs Is A RɇCuRrInG pRo฿lEm
(^･ω･^) < DO YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT???
There is n9t much t9 talk a69ut. I plainly laid 9ut my #th9ughts and #feelings in the p9st a69ve. I am n9t upset. I d9 n9t feel resentment. I thank y9u f9r y9ur 9ffer, h9wever.
Chittr is a danger9us we6site, I've decided. The temptati9n t9 p9st extremely vulnera6le and revealing things cann9t 6e a6ided. Y9u d9 n9t need t9 hear all that.
9h the str9ng urge t9 let 9ut internal th9ughts that must stay internal and n9t 9ut int9 the w9rld...
I must practice mindfulness. I must practice discipline. I must practice restraint.
We 69th must practice.