Night three. My state has n9t impr9ved. At this p9int, the 9nly l9gical c9nclusi9n I can c9me t9 is that I am the victim 9f s9me nefari9us curse. I am calling all #witches, #wizards, #mages and #magically-inclined-pers9ns f9r aid.
bIg tImE CuRsE BrO. kArMa aIn't yO MoThErFuCkIn fRiEnD.
6ut I'm literally such a g99d pers9n. AND I'm nice. They hate me 6ecause I speak the truth.
nIcE AnD GoOd pEoPlE DoN'T ReAlLy nEeD To sAy iT AnD MoSt aReN'T CuRsEd bRo. YoU Do aNyThInG ElSe bEsIdEs fUcKiNg tAlK? kNoW A MoThErFuCkEr lOvEs tHoSe eSsAyS BuT DiD YoU TrY To dO AnY Of tHe tHiNgS In eM?
I'm trying my 6est. Dial9gue is the greatest ar6iter 9f s9cial change, and anything m9re physical is difficult t9 achieve as a p9st-m9rtal individual.
iT'S NoT AnD YoU KnOw iT MaN (o: ViOlEnCe iS AlWaYs mOtHeRfUcKiNg qUeEn. GoT A ReAl qUeStIoN FoR Ya: WhAt dO Ya tHiNk rAgE Is fOr iN ThE GaMe? We bOtH PlAyEd, BoTh hAd lIkE A RaGe pLaYeR. mAyBe mEaNs yOu aLrEaDy gOt yEr cHaNcE, cAn't rEaLlY HaVe a sAy iN ThE PlAy iF YoU'Ve aLrEaDy pLaYeD YoUr fUcKiNg pArT.
9n that, I have t9 vehemently 6ut respectfully disagree. Vi9lence is never the answer, and there is always a 6etter s9luti9n. Rage... I think is a generally negative f9rce. V9latile. Cha9tic. Yet they can channel their essence int9 n9n-destructive, 9r at least n9n-vi9lent, means. Decisiveness. Res9lve. A rev9luti9nary need n9t 6e an execut9r, as well. 9ur rage player ren9unced his anger, sewing his m9uth shut that he may never emit his damaging screams again. We failed in 9ur sessi9n, 6ut succeeded in giving 9thers a sh9t. I disdain many 9f my acti9ns during it, including the times in which I felt f9rced t9 res9rt t9 vi9lence. In the time after, I have dedicated myself t9 peaceful dial9gue instead. There is still s9 much w9rk t9 6e d9ne. My purp9se was n9t t9 play a game - it was t9 6e a shepherd.
vIoLeNcE Is aPaRt oF EvErY ReVoLuTiOn tHaT MaTtErEd aNd yOu kNoW ThAt. (o: YoU ThInK ThE MoThErFuCkInG H.I.C CoUlD Be wOrN DoWn wItH TaLkInG? sHe tAlK AlL ThEm fUcKiNg sOlAr sYsTeMs iNtO JoInInG HeR EmPiRe. nO EmOtIoN Is lIkE NeGaTiVe. A MoThErFuCkEr iS SuRe mOrE FoLkS HaVe kIlLeD OuTtA LoVe. RaGe iS AbOuT NoT BeInG HeArD MaN, pAn's wAy oF SaYiNg tHe mEaTs bEeN WrOnGeD. tHaT ThInGs nEeD To cHaNgE AnD Of cOuRsE RaGe's mAnY MoThErFuCkIn sEcReTs. YoU ReAlLy tHiNk tHaT MoThErFuCkEr aIn't bOiLiNg? He's wAaAaAy mOrE PaTiEnT ThAn mE MaN. wAy mOrE PaTiEnT ThAn yOu. ThAt mOtHeRfUcKeRs rAgE HaS LiKe cRyStAlIzEd iNtO A KnIfE AnD YoU DoN'T EvEn sEe hIm sTaBbInG FoLkS. YoU SuRe aBoUt tHaT? dId y'aLl hAvE ThE MoSt wIcKeD DoUbLe dEaTh aNgElS In yEr gAmE? sHePaRd cAn't bE BlInD KaNkRi. If yA WaNnA FiGhT OfF WoLvEs sOmE NeEd pUtTiN DoWn. SiGnLeSs kNeW ThAt sHiT.
The Signless was a man m9lded 6y his envir9nment. His w9rld was vi9lent, and s9 t99 did he 6ec9me vi9lent. His m9st l9ng-lived teachings were n9t th9se 9f vi9lence, 6ut 9f silent, patient w9rship. His w9rds were passed d9wn n9t 6y militant rev9luti9naries, 6ut diligent disciples. 6ut vi9lence is a t99l 9f the enemy. It is a t99l 9f 9ppressi9n. What right have I t9 take an9ther life? If I harm, if I kill, then where d9es it st9p? At what p9int is it t99 much? I 6elieve de6ating what is the 'right' am9unt 9f vi9lence is f99lish. There is n9 right am9unt 9f vi9lence. 6ecause it is inherently wr9ng. I kill a tyrant, and 6ec9me 9ne myself. 6l99d f9r 6l99d and the w9rld exsanguinates. T9 6ec9me heated in my current state w9uld 6e unwise. Kn9w that pacifism is a t9pic I am n9t flexi6le 9n. I gave up my ir9ns f9r g99d, and the th9ught 9f the damage I wr9ught with them makes me nause9us.
bUt hE WaS ViOlEnT. hIs lIkE WoRdS AnD ViOlEnCe bEcAmE A MoThErFuCkInG PrObLeM. sO He nEeDeD To bE PuT DoWn cAuSe wHaT He sAiD MaDe pEoPlE FuCkInG AnGrY. aNgRy pEoPlE AcT. To pRoTeCt mAn. If vIoLeNcE Is tHe oNlY MoThErFuCkIn cHoIcE YoU GoNnA LeT SoMe fUcKiNg gHoUl oF YeR LiKe oPpReSsOr kIlL YoU? yOu gOtTa fInD PeOpLe tHaT ArE WiLlInG To tAlK MaN. wHeN YoU KiLl, PeOpLe lIsTeN. fOlKs dOn't wAnNa gEt hUrT So tHeY TaLk, ThAt's wHaT ViOlEnCe iS FuCkInG FoR. tHe lIkE ThReAt, ThE AcT, iS A YoU MaDe mE Do tHiS WhEn i wAs wIlLiN To fUcKiN TaLk. YoU KnOw tHaT TyRaNtS ArE FuCkInG TyRaNtS BeCaUsE ThEy dOn't cArE BoUt tHe wOrLd bLeEdIn. ThAt fUcKiNg wOrRy iS WhAt mAkEs yOu gOoD AnD FuCkInG RiGhTeOuS BuT FoLkS GoTtA LiStEn yA DiG? nOt tRyInG To cHaNgE YoU MaN. jUsT HaViN A CoNvErSaTiOn. I LiKe tAkIn tO YoU. iF ThE WoRlD HaD MoRe pEoPlE ThAt jUsT WaNtEd tO TaLk wE WoUlDn't nEeD FoLkS LiKe mE.