there are very few things i revile. helming is 9ne 9f them. as a practice it disgusts me.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... i underztand. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] [ACTION:QUERY] h0w much detai| d0 y0u want? [ACTION:QUERY] d0 y0u want tt0 kn0w what it iz |ike right n0w? [ACTION:QUERY] 0r h0w it waz at tthe ztart? [ACTION:QUERY] perhapz z0mewhere in tthe midd|e? [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ttzzzzhck. br0ad categ0ry. ... we||. perhapz we wi|| n0t g0 int0 tthe inzta||ati0n pr0cezz tthiz ttime. zavez y0u fr0m z0me 0f tthe #b0dy-h0rr0r. n0t a|| 0f it tth0ugh. az a warning. #identity-|0zz az we||. when y0u are he|med it iz initia||y painfu|. it iz a pain tthat zearz int0 y0ur mem0ry becauze it iz tthe pain 0f y0u being dizazzemb|ed and reazzemb|ed int0 what tthey need. y0u ttake tthiz pain and y0u bury it. y0u f0|d it int0 tthe new y0u. 0nce y0u are pazt tthat pain y0u can begin tt0 adjuzt. tthat iz what we d0 y0u zee. a|wayz adjuzting. but y0u find tthat az y0u d0. az y0ur nervez ttang|e with wirez and y0ur tth0ughtz bec0me 0nez and zer0ez. y0u are z0mething m0re. in a way tthat iz beautifu| and tterrifying. ztrange and new and exhi|arating. becauze y0u are z0 big n0w tthat zpace bendz tt0 y0ur wi||. tthey tteach y0u h0w and y0u can juzt reach 0ut with y0ur mind. and pu|| y0urze|f tth0uzandz 0f |ightyearz at a ttime. and y0urze|f iz much bigger n0w. y0u are a nexuz 0f tth0ught buried in tthe midd|e 0f a feat 0f engineering. y0u can zee c0|0urz tthat y0u cann0t dezcribe. y0ur |ungz are tthe |ife zupp0rt zyztemz and y0ur eyez are tthe cameraz. y0u are everywhere and ztuck in 0ne p|ace at 0nce. y0u |0ve y0ur crew but y0u d0 n0t kn0w if tthat |0ve iz y0urz 0r y0ur c0de. it iz w0nderfu|. it iz maddening. it iz many tthingz at 0nce. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] y0u d0 n0t need tt0 be. ap0|0giez. i am |ike|y n0t tthe right he|m tt0 azk. i have adjuzted we|| tt0 my p0ziti0n. [END MESSAGE]