You are Firmum Itiner. What is there to even say or do? You are a jadeblood with your own issues for damn sure. Somehow you know the Heiress of the Empire and he's always on the edge of collapsing from what you can tell... Enough about that. You are half going insane from everyone else in your damn life. Your interests are rather hidden from most people that you know if someone else already does the same thing. You are a guitarist and a singer in your free time. Your own desires are often held by what you believe others expect and society wants from you. Some people in your life may call you unsympathetic bastard of a Jadeblood who seems to get off by being mean to those close to her. You deny such claims. You aren't that mean. You frankly aren't that abnormal either. It puts you in a odd spot in most things. Perhaps we should jump back to your likes. You are a trackster in your free time with no claims to fame or anything of the sort. You like music, and you enjoy writing. Purrbeasts are one of the things that have learned your favour much like the ocean. You aren't particularly alone with how your life is set up. Unfortunately for you is that you can't handle bleeding or any type of gore. Some may say why does that matter? It matters when you are part of sending grubs to trials and how causal culling lowbloods is. You are not as normal as you ever claim to be as well and you know that. You have arsonist tendencies and often want to burn everything down to the ground. You don't tend to bring that up like most anything. You often want to crush others below your feet for reasons that aren't related to anything per say wrong with you. What would even be wrong with you to bring with? Sure, you may hypothetically want to kill a lot of people but you don't. There may be some hypotheticals where you would kill everyone and torture them for some people. Ironically you can't get over your ex who ran away a sweep ago. It wasn't fair. You really liked her and she fucking abandoned you! Not even letting you join her. You are SIGN OF THE REDEMPTIVE and a unaware Maid of Heart. You have no idea who your ancestor is and it is all the better for it. You rather not be one of those highbloods wanting to recreate their totally so cool ancestor's life that you need to do as frankly. That is so **pathetic.** You have seen the opposite effect where those aware of their ancestors feel crushed under the weight of their actions forever. You can't say you want that. As long as you breathe, you'll be fine.