Firmum Itiner
@cherubicTension
Honestly, just don't refer to me. Just.. don't at all. I'm trying to make tabs on someone
You are Firmum Itiner. What is there to even say or do? You are a jadeblood with your own issues for damn sure. Somehow you know the Heiress of the Empire and he's always on the edge of collapsing from what you can tell... Enough about that. You are half going insane from everyone else in your damn life. Your interests are rather hidden from most people that you know if someone else already does the same thing. You are a guitarist and a singer in your free time. Your own desires are often held by what you believe others expect and society wants from you. Some people in your life may call you unsympathetic bastard of a Jadeblood who seems to get off by being mean to those close to her. You deny such claims. You aren't that mean. You frankly aren't that abnormal either. It puts you in a odd spot in most things. Perhaps we should jump back to your likes. You are a trackster in your free time with no claims to fame or anything of the sort. You like music, and you enjoy writing. Purrbeasts are one of the things that have learned your favour much like the ocean. You aren't particularly alone with how your life is set up. Unfortunately for you is that you can't handle bleeding or any type of gore. Some may say why does that matter? It matters when you are part of sending grubs to trials and how causal culling lowbloods is. You are not as normal as you ever claim to be as well and you know that. You have arsonist tendencies and often want to burn everything down to the ground. You don't tend to bring that up like most anything. You often want to crush others below your feet for reasons that aren't related to anything per say wrong with you. What would even be wrong with you to bring with? Sure, you may hypothetically want to kill a lot of people but you don't. There may be some hypotheticals where you would kill everyone and torture them for some people. Ironically you can't get over your ex who ran away a sweep ago. It wasn't fair. You really liked her and she fucking abandoned you! Not even letting you join her. You are SIGN OF THE REDEMPTIVE and a unaware Maid of Heart. You have no idea who your ancestor is and it is all the better for it. You rather not be one of those highbloods wanting to recreate their totally so cool ancestor's life that you need to do as frankly. That is so **pathetic.** You have seen the opposite effect where those aware of their ancestors feel crushed under the weight of their actions forever. You can't say you want that. As long as you breathe, you'll be fine.
I Actually Remember What Happened After The Tooth Fell Out At The Sight Of The Bleeding.. I Vomited And Then I Was Comforted By Him. It Was A Very.. Interesting First Meeting Of Someone #cw-emetophobia #injury
Fuck- Why Is He Freaking Out Now?! It Felt Like He Was Going To Break A Rib. Sorry. Hello Chittr. I Just Woke Up. Very Rudely. By Someone. #injury
I Feel Almost Sappy. Been Writing For Songs Today. Nothing Worth Of Praise Or Any Acknowledgement. It's Nice To Do With Someone Else Though.
I'm Getting More Hair Clips. Somehow I Am Losing Them And I Am Eyeing The Other Jades.
ᨳ I swear grubs pull them out.
I Might Powertrip If I Keep Watching The Sun.. I Must Sadly Pull Myself Away. #stargazing
The Stray Is So.. Very Himself. I Pity Him. Watching The Sun Right Now. It's Better Than Nothing #vagueposting
I Am Not A Liar, I Am Not A Cheater i Am Not A Fake Or Fraud i Am Just A Humble Servant Of My Masters but One Day You’ll Call Me God https://youtu.be/5mwbow3nsty #lyricsposting
Lost Puppy Looking Stray. At Least It Know It Does Bite And Can Be Trusted With Not Mauling Me In My Sleep #violence
There Are Kinda Bad Pick Up Lines.. I Can't Tell If It's A Sign To Go Back To Sleep Or Be Sad #dashwatching
[ An Audio File Was Uploaded. Untitled. The Recording Started Rather Suddenly. A Loud Smack Was Heard In The Background As She Started To Play Her Guitar And Sing. ] she's So Pretty with All Of Her Lack Of Polish oh How Her Skin Shines all Of Her Clumsy Moves teeth Like Vice oh Burn The Maiden oh Burn The Maiden burn Before The Sun's Light haven't You Heard? all Hues They Found within Her Sheets they Say A Darling Is Stolen everytime She Goes Out maiden Maiden maiden Of The Sun can't You See How You Hold Us? can't You See How We Fall For You talons Against Our Skin blood On Her Lips oh Maiden oh Maiden watch As Her Eyes Gaze her Voice Like Sin let Rumors Be Rumors her Touch Soft As Cotton her Love As Sweet As Nightshade a Kiss Like A Lily kiss Like An Beast she Thinks She's So Innocent oh Maiden maiden maiden Of Silk dancing Within Whispers oh Burn The Maiden oh Burn The Maiden forget The Marks Of Last Light the Feeling Of The Bite the Way That We just Kidding burn The Maiden burn To The Sun's Light maiden Maiden burn Like You Left give It Up watch Me Burn you Fucking Coward [ "fuck.." You Could Hear Deep Sighing Into Her Chest. The Singer Stopped The Recording ] #music #lyrics #suggestive #violence
Can't Sleep.. For A Little Bit. One Of The Wrigglers Woke Me Up. Maybe I'll Do A Song Later.
ᨳ The worst.
ᨳ BeIng young just makes It more annoyIng, If anythIng.
Hello Chittr, How Are You?
---- |um worried mostly since um since I was expecting the palmhusk to have been taken away by now um but it hasn't and I um don't know why I I I I um I think it might be [indistinct] handlers are [indistinct] something which would be bad| ____
---- |um [indistinct] kind of mostly tired from procedure [indistinct] thought they were done for night but they might not be and I'm scared they're take me out water um always hurts the worst| ____
---- |oh um I didn't know that it's normal it's what I'm for| ____
And Someone Comes Stumbling In And Despite His Protesting That He Will Not Sleep. Immediately Fell Asleep As Soon As He Was Next To Me. Woww. What A Grub.
Stargazing.. Its Nice Here #stargazing
Fuck It. Can I Get A Song To Cover As Someone Dozed Off And I Am Not Waking Him Up When He Doesn't Sleep
Bitie And I Are Together.. He Sounds Insane, But He Always Sounds Insane
I Normally Don't Write. Whatever.. It's For Soneone Else. I'm Not Good At This. oh Skeleton Girl oh Skeleton Girl are You Okay? you Look Unwell is It The Gifts? is It The Way The Eyes Of The Sky Look At You? oh Skeleton Girl oh Skeleton Girl is It How Your Eyes Look Haunted is The Scent Of Death? skeleton Girl Skeleton Girl are You Okay? put On A Smile you Could Do Whatever As Long As You Color In The Lines lonely Despite Yourself is It The Shade Of Your Face? is The Way That You Feel Numb? put A Smile For Your Only Company the Fact That The World Is Too Much? skeleton Girl Skeleton Girl if You Drowned no One Would Mourn skeleton Girl Skeleton Girl are You Okay? is It Your Bones Cold? is It The Way You Lose Control? is It The Way You Are Seen As A Monster? skeleton Girl Skeleton Girl are You Okay? numb To The Cold freezing Within Yourself skeleton Girl Skeleton Girl.. #writing #poetry #cw-death #mentalhealth
Fuck- I Need A Bell On Him. He Scared Me When I Was Trying To Tend To The Grubs. Get Your Friend Bells..