Kankri Vantas
@chronicGrievance
Kankri Vantas | Any pr9n9uns | I w9uld appreciate it if y9u refrained fr9m reducing my existence t9 a series 9f increasingly inaccurate stere9types, thank y9u. | written by nicky. avatar by cupid-tune
((i frequently get upset because of my own writing and characterization. and then i obsess about that and often have to fight the urge to just delete everything so that the obsessive nagging feeling in my brain will go away. ughhh this always happens when i rp in a public setting. rn it's mostly my kankri writing that's bothering me)) #ooc-vent, #vent
((curious if anyone else writes in like, blocks instead of in a linear way. mostly goes for paragraph rp but with kankri i do it too. like i mean i will start paragraphs but then come up with another part of a reply and pause to start another paragraph. then i go back and finish it/flesh it out. i cant ever sit and just write a post without jumping around))
(( i usually write linear but i reread my posts several times to fix anything i missed before sending so sort of? ))
[[i personally love when i can find the flow, when i get into it, i can write so much, and i hate how easy it is to lose the flow, and not be able to find it at all sometimes. i enjoy doing this and writers block is the worst]]
((sometimes i'll read it through a fuckton of times but then still fuck it up 💀))
CW: intellectual elitism, c9ndescensi9n, unnecessary criticism, and the p9tential disc9very that y9ur self-esteem has 6een 6uilt up9n extremely flimsy f9undati9ns. S9me 9f y9u have spent s9 l9ng 6eing c9ngratulated f9r having th9ughts that y9u mist99k p9ssessing them f9r evidence 9f intelligence.
have to have this post pinned just to double down on some of the OOC rules on here: kankri says some straight up mean, nasty shit to people canonically. my kankri will say some mean, nasty shit on here. please do not interpret anything kankri says IC as a personal attack. he's a bitch and likes to cause problems on purpose. he's stubborn and insensitive and arrogant. it ain't about you.
CW: 6l99d c9l9r, 6l99d caste system, casteism I find it deeply frustrating that Chittr pr9vides twelve perfectly servicea6le 6l99d-c9l9r 9pti9ns and then, as th9ugh anticipating my specific circumstances, 9ffers "An9nym9us" as th9ugh I am simply refusing t9 answer the questi9n. I cann9t name my 6l99d c9l9r. That is n9t the same thing as 6eing an9nym9us. If anything, selecting "An9nym9us" feels strangely presumptu9us. It implies that I have ch9sen n9t t9 discl9se inf9rmati9n which I am, in fact, incapa6le 9f discl9sing. There is a meaningful distincti9n 6etween withh9lding an answer and n9t p9ssessing the answer in the first place. Please c9nsider adding "Unkn9wn" 9r "Unclassified," as a thirteenth 9pti9n.