I have wondered many times if one can ever be forgiven for what they’ve done. But if you have truly restored your own honor, you must forgive yourself — then, you must make peace and accept that there are those may not choose to forgive you.
THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD WHO CAN AND WILL FORGIVE LITERALLY ANYTHING, BUT THERE'S NO SENSE IN GIVING A SHIT ABOUT HOW YOU'RE SEEN BY OTHERS. IT IS QUITE LITERALLY NOT UP TO YOU, AND IF SOMEONE WANTS TO BE AN ANNOYING OBSTRUCTION SOLELY BECAUSE THEY THINK YOU HAVE BAD VIBES, THAT'S ENTIRELY A THEM PROBLEM.
PRESENT YOURSELF AS IF EVERYONE LOVES YOU WHILE MAKING DECISIONS BASED ON THE TRUTH THAT THEY JUST MILDLY TOLERATE YOU. THAT IS WHAT CREATES SUCCESS.
My young friend, redemption is an unending path. If you continue to walk it, you continue to be redeemed. If you stray too far, you wander into darkness.