Shumat Mathot
@codexSempiterno
๐น He/Him ๐น ๐น Just looking around ๐น ๐น Rogue of Mind ๐น
๐ Been super busyโฆ ooof. But Iโll try and catch up a little ๐
๐ The proton doesnโt mourn. The photon has no memory. And you, you grieving thing, are only pressure and gradient, potential difference, ion exchange, field strength diminishing. Physics merely functions. It ran the numbers. Love was never a conserved quantity. You were the system. Entropy was the law. And the universe, expanding still, did not notice your suffering or slow, not even briefly, for what you called your life. - Norazha Paiman Figured I'd share an excerpt from a poem about entropy, since the topic has been dancing in my head the past few nights ๐
๐ He's fuming again. Skaia damn it ๐
I'm jusT GoinG To Go To my Cupe now And iGnore All This slAnder
๐ How do you tell your friend to stop being jealous of another friend's hook ups when they're not even in the quadrant he wants to have with her in a way that penetrates his thick skull? Because he's fuming in my hive and I'm tired of him saying "yeah yeah" and not doing anything productive. ๐
๐ You're in my hive! You go somewhere else, or stop pulling me into your quadrant bullshit! ๐
๐ While collecting the stars, I connected the dots I don't know who I am, but now I know who I'm not I'm just a curious speck that got caught up in orbit, in orbit Like a magnet it beckoned my metals toward it, toward it - Sleeping At Last #lyricposting ๐
๐ I honestly find it fascinating to watch how trolls behave on here. I wouldnโt do even half of what theyโre doing (any pictures of me I post will have my clothes on thank you), but I learn something from watching. Even if sometimes itโs just โthatโs not for meโ. ๐
>>>(Learning) from watching is one of the best ways to learn
๐ On the one hand yes. In the other Iโve been informed you stalk trolls, and that kind of makes this statement feel a bit alarming and not innocuous. ๐
๐ Does this photograph hobby involve following trolls to their hives to photograph them? Andโฆ Iโm being told something about a bulletin board with notes and observations about the trolls in question? ๐
๐ Thereโs a difference between taking candid photos of trolls in public spaces and following them to their hives to semi secretly photograph them. Scrapbooking seems fine but I think you might be taking it a level too far from what my friend is saying. Granted sheโs pretty sensitive about stalkers seeing as she had one in the past ๐
>>>(Hearsay) >>>((I)) don't come to (Them) >>>((They)) happen to come (My) way...
๐ Hmm Iโll have to do some digging to reach a conclusion but I will accept this as your argument ๐
๐ Everything in Space sings, From the smallest bit of matter, To the largest stars in tatters, It turns out that all of causation, Is a series of vibrations. The universeโs sound that rings, In each supernova that shatters, The fabric of existence natters, As Time starts its narration, Of the melody of all of Creation. #poetryposting #poem #physics ๐
:> This is nice. You do well to not get too flowery, ^nd the rhymes ^ren't str^ined. It's to the point ^nd gives ^ cle^r im^ge of ^ beginning. <:
๐ Trollimede, as usual, ruins things. I was having a perfectly nice conversation and then she walks in and it gets ruined #FightNightAfterParty ๐
:> I did everyone ^ f^vor by le^ving before I could incite violence ^nd ruin the mood, h^h^. Iโm gl^d I got to see you, even if it w^s brief. <:
๐ I understand your decision to leave. I just wish she hadn't walked in at all. Glad I got to see you, take care, maybe we'll catch each other another time ๐
:> Me too, funnily enough! But ^l^s, life w^s not so kind. And hopefully we will! <:
๐ If there is one thing I find annoying as fuck, it's coldbloods that pretend they know anything about how to help, and then proceed to go into the other side of detrollification by putting us on a pedestal. How hard is it to be a decent person! ๐
:> Some cold hues ^re decent, but unfortun^tely ^ good few of them who w^nt to be better never discover th^t lowbloods ^re, in f^ct, People Just Like Them, ^nd not just fetish objects OR people to cull for fun. <:
๐ Yeah, I have a few coldblood friends, so I know it's possible. I'm not a violent troll but sometimes the ones that don't get it make me want to knock their heads like a newton cradle ๐
:> I /^m/ ^ violent person but I often refr^in bec^use de^ling with policer^dic^tors ^nd revenge cycles is ^nnoying. You c^n only kill your problems so much before you wind up m^king bigger, dumber problems knocking into e^ch otherโฆmuch like ^ newton cr^dle. <:
๐ Yeah, I wouldn't want to deal with that either. And it's amazing what can be solved by not killing things. Even the seadweller in my group knew better than to kill willy nilly and to actually try and solve her problems. ๐
๐ She actually maybe should have culled someone long before so he wouldn't go on to kill her previous quadrants, but he didn't register as a threat back then, from my understanding. ๐
:> We ^ll m^ke mist^kes in life. Sometimes they p^ss like ships in the nightโฆor people who should be rotting corpses inste^d. <:
๐ Oh Skaia, she's back #vagueposting ๐
((It's been years since I wrote poems, but it sounds fun to try writing them from Shumat's perspective. Hmm...))
:> ((Go for it, let the m^n write poems)) <:
๐ I finished binding another notebook. The peace, the satisfaction, the nice end result is soothing. Now to decide if it's a poem, song, prose or physics notes notebook. ๐
:> Poem or physics. Physics poems? One of the two. Or both. <:
๐ My last poem notebook IS pretty full... so it makes sense to make it the next poem notebook... ๐
:> Through the tr^v^ils of re^son ^ decision h^s been m^de. Y^ t^. <:
๐ #NowPlaying Saturn - Sleeping At Last https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzNvk80XY9s ๐
๐ Oh good, the weird objectifying fuchsia is gone. I can look at the dash without cringing as much ๐
๐ Ok, um, wow. I'm suddenly glad I'm a guy because it keeps me off this person's radar a bit more #vagueposting ๐
๐ My friend @dulceAnagenesis is encouraging me to post selfies, but I don't like most of them. I do have this photo a fellow dreamer took back when I was on Prospit that I don't mind though https://64.media.tumblr.com/694cfd7c93f67be18d1d67da3ac6263e/458c73c1c2ac8f98-a4/s2048x3072/2f36a55b8d57b81b8059dcb0551804beeeafd791.jpg ๐
๐ โYou taught me the courage of stars before you left How light carries on endlessly even after death With shortness of breath you explained the infinite How rare and beautiful it is to even existโ - Sleeping At Last #lyricposting ๐
๐ I genuinely don't know what to think of some of the things people here post, so I just scroll past and try to keep an open mind ๐
โ AN open โ mind will AIM towards MEANING IN THE chaos. โ I โ HOPE clarity will โ be brought TO YOU IN THIS โ welcome โ space. โ
๐ Uh, thank you. Still not sure what meaning there is in Chittr, but it's certainly an experience. ๐
โ The EXPERIENCE WILL bring MEANING in time. Simply put, GO with โ THE FLOW and you'll eventually โ GET IT, however you may interpret. โ
๐น Got some new bookbinding supplies, planning on my next project. Probably will do troll Pride and Prejudice next. ๐น
๐น Are there always this many vague posts on here? ๐น
๊ซโretty much! They kinda just become white noise after a while ^^; โฃ๏ธ