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The sufferer.
@comfortingGrief
I have decided t9 st9p and rest against a r9ck f9r a while, it started raining a few minuets ag9 and I've 6een l99king up at the st9rmy sky and wandering, after my death whatever did happen t9 my friends truly, I kn9w that mituna was sent t9 6e a helmsman f9r HER 6uy, what a69ut meulin and p9rrim, g9g I still remem6er seeing their faces in the cr9wd during the executi9n, h9w h9rri6le 9f them t9 f9rce a m9ther watch her 9wn child get executed.
SOME OF IT IS WRITTEN AND RECORDED BUT THAT TEXT ISN'T EASY TO COME ACROSS.
Really? D9 y9u think there's...at least s9me p9ssi6ility 9f finding these l9ng f9rg9tten texts?
1 UH 1F Y0U R34LLY W4N7 7W0 KN0W 1 KN0W 7H3 4N5W3R 7W0 7H053 0R 47 L3457 4 V3R510N 0F 17
IF YOU ASK IN THE RIGHT CIRCLES YOU'LL COME ACROSS IT. ASK IN THE WRONG CIRCLES AND YOU'LL WISH YOU WERE DEAD I'M SURE.
After wandering n9rth f9r h9wever many h9urs I still find myself in n9thing 6ut vast desert f9r the m9st part, 9f c9urse I have came acr9ss a few 9ther t9wns in my travels 6ut very far in 6etween.
After talking t9 the l9cals s9me m9re I have figured 9ut mainly 2 things, 9ne I s9meh9w need t9 g9 t9 a place called "New y9rk" t9 try t9 find 9ut where karkat might 6e and sec9nd 9f all, I asked them a69ut my friends and well...it appears I truly am the 9nly 9ne alive fr9m my friend gr9up, m9st 9f em died due t9 either 6attles 9r the vast glu6...fuck I really am al9ne 9n a alien w9rld and d9n't even kn9w what directi9n I have t9 head in.
9h ha ha very funny aranea, actually it's quite n9t funny realizing y9u've 6een revived and all 9f the pe9ple y9u care a69ut are l9ng g9ne and dead.
Oh, 8ooohooo. You're alive, aren't you? You won. Where is the survivor spirit?
N9 I didn't win, I just g9t lucky that's it, I died aranea, I died with s9 much anger and regret, I c9uldn't make a change happen and n9w I'm just suffering al9ne in this strange w9rld, I think I'd rather stay dead.
Ugh, the worst thing a8out this fancy new tech is that I can't roll my eyes through text. Only a self flagellating fool like you could take an O8VIOUS win and make it into a loss.
9h yeah? Tell me h9w exactly can this c9unt as a win, at 6est its a shitty c9ns9lati9n prize fr9m parad9x space.
After wandering int9 the small village filled with tr9lls and th9se weird aliens which are called humans...whatever th9se are supp9sed t9 6e have t9ld me I'm 9n what is called... "earth C" and that alternian has 6een g9ne f9r many many many sweeps, why am I here, h9w am I here? Is this the heaven I dreamed 9f? Are my friends even here.
i mean earth seas still got trolls you do remember that right its moar like three quarters of the population bleeds the same
oh there is! there abshoalutely is its undeniably a peaceful utopia once you get settled im shore youll love it
Y9u aren't lying g9 me are y9u, please I d9n't want t9 find myself 9n alternia 2.0 if its the h9nest t9 G9d case.
dont take my word for it! ask the people around you! ask em when the last major war was, ask them about mutants and limebloods, ask them about interspecies relations! it reely is a beautiful plaice
Supp9sed I c9uld d9 that next time...I've already asked them all the questi9ns I wanted and since I've started wandering t9wards n9rth, h9pefully if I walk far en9ugh I'll eventually reach whatever "new Y9rk" is.
I uh...did n9t n9, 6ut I've already wandered a g99d distance, I'm sure I'll figure 9ut where t9 g9 eventually.
Thank y9u, meenah I supp9se until next time we talk 9r 6um6 int9 each 9ther 6ut wh9 kn9ws when that will 6e 9r if it'll ever happen.
I see a 6it 9f a civilizati9n up ahead, I sp9t a few tr9lls 6ut als9 these...weird l99king aliens ? What am I l99king at here...first the desert l99king different and n9w tr9lls living t9gether with an9ther species, I d9n't think this is alternia.
I have resumed traveling acr9ss the alrernian desert, 6ut as I've 6een wandering f9r a little while I realized s9mething, the desert d9esn't exactly l99k like alternias and last thing I seem t9 recall 6ef9re well I guess waking up here was...me in a pair 9f handcuffs as h9russ sh9t a arr9w thr9ugh me, where am I exactly if this isn't alternia.
As my lim6s gr9w tired fr9m the l9ng j9urney acr9ss the alternia desert, I have f9und myself a cave t9 rest in f9r a while, it 6rings me 6ack mem9ries fr9m my y9unger sweeps when my m9m w9uld hide me in the caves t9 keep me safe fr9m the dr9nes, I miss her.
As I traverse the c99l alternian deserts and l99k up t9 the stary night sky I w9nder, are my preachings en9ugh? Can I truly change a planet s9 full and c9rrupted 6y hate all cause 9f h9w SHE is s9 afraid 9f change? I'm tired 9f seeing s9 much fucking vi9lence, I miss 6ef9rus, I miss my friends, I miss when 6l99d didn't matter at all.
i DID do somefin aboat it! if you think troll infighting was bad in your time, you shoalda sean it B-EFOR-E we expanded beyond our homeworld! the troll-on-troll violence youre accustomed to was NOFIN compared to the way we slaughtered each other before we found aliens to slaughter instead! innocent trolls died and suffered so that the strong could thrive, and limebloods powers made them a danger to everyone around them, without the societal benefits of traditional psionics i will never claim to have been good but i was never irrational
That's c9mplete utter madness meenah! F9r fucks sake y9u had the auth9rity and p9wer t9 put laws up t9 help tr9lls get al9ng and with en9ugh time they c9uld learn t9 l9ve each 9ther 6ut N9 y9u just had t9 enf9rce y9ur stupid laws and make every tr9ll turn against each 9ther, als9 the lime 6l99ds were inn9cent! If anything they helped keep calm th9se su6jugulat9rs that are a PR9DUCT 9f y9u, y9u c9uld 9f d9ne s9 much m9re why, was it fun t9 pit 9ur friends against each 9ther? T9 watch them try t9 kill 9ne an9ther, tell me meenah.
youre just as naive as i remember the fin you never seamed to understand, the fundamental flaw in your doctrine of love and kindness, is that you were the only troll in alternian history to ever sleep and dream of peace the rest of us - every single one of us - dreamed every day of bloodshed, carnage, slaughter and violence, and those dreams haunted us in our waking hours every troll was a killer in waiting keyword was; the trolls of earth sea seam to dream as humans do and cod do i envy them but the kind of utopia theyve built shrimply wasnt practical on alternia as for limebloods, PLAIC-E explain to me how a walking flamethrower is gonna clam down a raging subjuggalator no reely ill wait
Y9u kn9w just as well as I d9 that the lime 6l99ded caste had the psi9nic p9wers t9 s99the the su6jugulat9rs 6ut y9u had a pr96lem with that! N9a l99k at y9u living the easy life in s9me future when y9u c9uld 9f d9ne s9mething t9 change alternia f9r the 6etter, d9n't play the victim card here meenah, y9u was always t9 full 9f anger and t9 mean t9 6e a decent ruler! I feel s9rry f9r feferi having t9 l99k up t9 Y9U 9f all tr9lls.
did you ever M-E-ET a glubbin lime or did you just construct a fantasy of them based around your own little lovey-dovey echo chamber? limebloods were pyros, to a one; flames shootin outta their hands, settin fires where they stood, even spittin it from their mouths they were a threat to everyone around them and i ripped the caste from our genome for the good of soseaty
Since when did any tr9ll in the hist9ry 9f 9ur species had the A6ILITY t9 c9ntr9l fire, the limes 9n 6ef9rus were never a6le t9 d9 that they just had incredi6le psi9nic talent, als9 9h the t9pic 9f psi9nics say 9h great leader, was it part 9f y9ur plan t9 use 9ur friend mituna as a fuckin 6attery just like every 9ther g9ld 6l99d, g9g such vile cruelty its en9ugh t9 make me sick.
SINC-E T)(-E FIRST TIM-E A MOT)(-ER GRUB S)(AT OUT A STUPID GLUBBLIN LIM-EBLOOD YOU D-ENS-E MOT)(-ERFUCK-ER boat lets not dwell on that, lets talk about the OT)(-ER shrimp it seams you never got through your dumb runt skull: that grubby mustard helmsman was never my frond! i was never blessed with your dream-memories of beautiful beforus! i never even bothered to learn his name! he was a rebel, and his punishment was to become a tool, and that was all he ever was to me!
Exactly, that's my p9int meenah y9u never 69thered t9 learn anything! Y9u never tried, n9r cared, just think if y9u t99k a m9ment t9 st9p and g9 "what if I tried learning these pe9ple's names? Their struggles and suffering" then may6e y9u c9uld 9f really experienced at least Mayne a tiny 9UNCE 9f EMPATHY in that shriveled, 6eating 6l99d-pushers 9f y9urs, 6ut n9, y9u watched tr9lls suffer f9r s9 s9 s9 many sweeps, y9u kn9w the w9rse part is that a part 9f me still fucking f9rgives y9u and it makes me s9 s9 angry.
I'm...quite surprised that she 9ut 9f all tr9lls w9uld like my p9sts s9 far, well any versi9n 9f her really, she wasn't f9nd 9f my ram6lings 6ef9re the scratch...guess pe9ple change.
Lay d9wn y9ur arms Lay d9wn y9ur weap9ns Let there n9t 6e any m9re culling Let there n9t 6e any m9re senseless vi9lence Let us c9me t9gether and try t9 understand 9ne an9ther Let us share l9ve and c9mpassi9n and help each 9ther up n9 matter the shade 9f 6l99d that we may 6leed. #Signless-Scripture
As yet I see an9ther inn9cent tr9ll get culled 6y the dr9nes, I w9nder why must this planet 6e s9 cruel, sh9uld we n9t strive f9r peace and understanding? F9r c9mpassi9n and l9ve...it makes me s9 angry and yet I can't help grieve f9r them and feel pity t9wards them all, the 9ffenders and the culled 9nes alike cause alas, they were raised in such a cruel unf9rgiving w9rld, my 6l99d pusher 6leeds f9r them. #Signless-Scripture
Your name is Kankri Vantas but...more people know you as the signless or The sufferer, you remember your old life and all your old friends but alas...they don't remember you to well, you are a soft spoken troll who rarely yells and tries to solve everything through peace, you're so tired of the violence of alrernia society and the cruel needless culling of so many innocent trolls, you try to preach your word of peace and love everywhere you go, some trolls listen, some laugh but that's fine, all you can do is pray that things will get better, of course that was originally what you had hoped for but in the end...you failed and died but now, you wake up on a strange new world unfamiliar to where you are, is it even alternian, you don't think so. ((It's earth C and somehow he's been brought back to life, how? Shhh I'll figure it out...)) EDITORS NOTE: I will add more if I feel a sudden spark of inspiration but...alas this is all I got for troll jegus for now.