@consultingGoodness — #death
My wakeup r9utine, as with many aspects 9f my un-life (#gh9sts #death) is a matter 9f #discipline and #restraint. I awaken at the 6reak 9f dusk, 6ef9re the sun has fully set. I dunk my face int9 a 69wl 9f c9ld ice-water t9 refresh me, then 6egin my exercises. I start with s9me meditative y9ga t9 get myself int9 the right headspace, then f9ll9w with sets 9f situps and squats. Finishing 9ff with a j9g, a69ut an h9ur has passed at that p9int. 9f c9urse, as a gh9st, actually training my physique is m9re 9f a mental game than a physical 9ne; it is all a69ut y9ur percepti9n 9f y9urself, and actualizing it. ...Read more
While we're 9n the t9pic 9f 9ur sessi9n(s) and the negative experiences had within them: I c9mmitted many f9llies in my y9uth that I am uncertain I ever ap9l9gized f9r. Let it n9t 6e said that my skill with 2x Pist9lkind (#triggerWarning) was lacking, yet in s9me ways I wish it was; many a c9nstruct was felled 6y my hands 6ef9re my adherence t9 pacifism crystalized, and 6ef9re I was in such a state that vi9lence was n9 l9nger necessary. T9 the c9nstructs that were slain in self defense, I am truly s9rry. In my defense, I was y9ung and f99lish. We all d9 things we are n9t pr9ud 9f in 9ur y9uth. I have g...Read more