@consultingGoodness — #death
"Imm9rtality" isn't all that different fr9m un-m9rtality, really. Sure, I d9n't have all the trappings 9f a living 69dy, 6ut time is n9 96ject f9r me n9w. I c9uldn't even tell y9u h9w many sweeps it's 6een since I died. Spent with the same pe9ple wh9se acti9ns c9llectively led t9 9ur deaths. Rehashing the same interpers9nal dramas that led t9 9ur game 6eing s9 unsta6le in the first place, plus plenty 9f new, exciting, exhausting 9nes. Una6le t9 enact change up9n the living w9rld, 9r indeed up9n any w9rld that 'matters' as far as parad9x space is c9ncerned. Sweep after sweep after sweep after sweep. 6u...Read more
My wakeup r9utine, as with many aspects 9f my un-life (#gh9sts #death) is a matter 9f #discipline and #restraint. I awaken at the 6reak 9f dusk, 6ef9re the sun has fully set. I dunk my face int9 a 69wl 9f c9ld ice-water t9 refresh me, then 6egin my exercises. I start with s9me meditative y9ga t9 get myself int9 the right headspace, then f9ll9w with sets 9f situps and squats. Finishing 9ff with a j9g, a69ut an h9ur has passed at that p9int. 9f c9urse, as a gh9st, actually training my physique is m9re 9f a mental game than a physical 9ne; it is all a69ut y9ur percepti9n 9f y9urself, and actualizing it. ...Read more
While we're 9n the t9pic 9f 9ur sessi9n(s) and the negative experiences had within them: I c9mmitted many f9llies in my y9uth that I am uncertain I ever ap9l9gized f9r. Let it n9t 6e said that my skill with 2x Pist9lkind (#triggerWarning) was lacking, yet in s9me ways I wish it was; many a c9nstruct was felled 6y my hands 6ef9re my adherence t9 pacifism crystalized, and 6ef9re I was in such a state that vi9lence was n9 l9nger necessary. T9 the c9nstructs that were slain in self defense, I am truly s9rry. In my defense, I was y9ung and f99lish. We all d9 things we are n9t pr9ud 9f in 9ur y9uth. I have g...Read more