
> be me, fan of knive's, history of losing lot of blood from self-harm > someone wants blood, not paying attention to why, doesnt mattter anyway > "sure why not, better than it stainign the carpet" > fill entire fucking bottle, make massive mess because filling a bottle with blood is way harder than youd think > lost at least a liter and then some of blood. lightheaded and delusional for hour's > now, hour's later > "hm i should eat something" > eat entire fucking bar of chocolate, stumble out of bed to drink water > msotly no longer lightheaded after a while > get sick from eating entire fucking bar of chocolate (obvious) im so fucking stupid dawg i deadass just need to be collared and ordered around for literally evertything. not even in a sexy way (mostly) ijust cant stiop being a dumb mutt #cw-selfharm #suggestive

