.clarification incominG .and im addressing the oblivious masses with this herE .cuz im tired of being misconstrued into everyones favorite villain to hate platonicallY .if you wanted me to be your resident bad guy ,this is bad news for yoU .i dont DO emotionS .im not good at that shiT .i do not connect with people by having a feelings jam in their drama post replieS .i connect with people by jabbing jiving teasing playfighting and shooting the shit first and foremosT .its uncomfortable for me when you come in here expecting me to go all the way out of my comfort zone and be all gentle and friendly on night onE .of course im gonna react negatively when you shove messages in my face that exceed my initial capacity to give and receive softnesS .moreover ,the fact i am bad at feelingS .DOES NOT MEAN I AM HEARTLESs .i hate to see a bitch dragging on themselves ,down on their luck out in the fray and writhing in the misery saucE .sometimes i do try to reach out and encourage a bitch to have a stronger nervepole ,that just never goes well for me cuz it isnt delivered in a way that is coated in sugar and spice and everything nicE .they dont know me well enough to understand that being gentle sounds a little unusual when it comes from my moutH .given that ,lets do away with this idea that furann is nothing but a single minded ,no personality having ,mean lesbian charicature ,schoolfeeding cafeteria asshole with a one dimensional evil bitch mentalitY .cuz its frankly not true at alL .youve prescribed the moniker of a monster onto a bitch who just wanted a pillowfight to play iN .realize that when i say something as ridiculous as describing myself as a one trick bully pony ,that it is OBVIOUSLY a satirical self diG .it is me laughing at my own reluctance to be open in the early hours ,and the safety i find in throwing friendly punches insteaD .maybe pick a someone to be mad at who is actually as ill willed as some of you want me to bE #takingoutthemetaphoricalgarbagE #dramA
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.a friend informed me who that iS .i wasnt up to date on that situation cuz ive had them blocked after they told me to cull myself violently on a post where i was trying to actually be brave and play nice for oncE .i can swap it out for something elsE .my point still stands that im not as ill willed as people act likE
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.looK .the universal effort you wanna seE .this is that efforT .its the most authenticity ive put out in sweepS .probably the first time the mask has dropped since i was practically a pupA .you have no fucking idea how monumentally difficult saying this much actually waS .if you cant meet me in the middle after that then fucking dont botheR .sorry my best wasnt good enough for yoU
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.i cant just flip a switch and be perfecT .dropping a bitch back into the garbage can she tried to climb out of and shaming that bitch for looking a mess while doing it isnt exactly as helpful as you think it iS .if this is your definition of compassion ,then it is among some of the most patronizing examples ive ever seeN
.i get what you're trying to put down but its not going to land until you stop seeing me as lesser and stupier than you just cuz you've had more opportunities to learn how to communicate that i havE .you cant set the bar that high on a bitch whose still taking her first fucking pupasteps and expect it to do anything but harM
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