every time i look out into t)(e dept)(s of space and see t)(e endless stars gleam at me, only one t)(in c)(ases t)(e t)(oug)(ts of my mind as i meditate on my next moves. "i want to snuff out t)(e lig)(t of every star i see." every molecule of lig)(t and warmt)( space and time can provide, across t)(e entirety of t)(e nig)(t sky. i want to )(old it in my )(ands and feel t)(e potentiality of life die as it wit)(ers like a candles final moments as it burns at t)(e end of its wick. and i want t)(e burns from my )(and to erupt endless blood t)(at s)(owers me in a delig)(tful gradient of bodily colors t)(at lets me experience t)(at fleetin border of life and deat)( in viscera, in visceral, in vicious detail )(ow close i am to suc)( a glorious vision. )(ow close my empire teeters to eatin itself alive in t)(at very same vision. i could only )(ope i )(and suc)( a potent grandeur to every single troll, no matter t)(e )(emospectrum, t)(at t)(eir antit)(etical )(unger against life forever razes t)(e stars forevermore.
Poetic. Disgusting. Murderous. Bravo.