𝚂𝚎𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜

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You finally remembered!

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transgender

love yourself

Lavender Menace

A moniker of adorable eldritch evil.

@discardedPasts[DP]

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @servingproctor You Don't Feel Like You Should. You Sit In Front Of The Mirror To Practice Your Smile. Your Smile Has Yet To Reach Your Eyes. You Need To Practice More. Someone Had Said That You Read As Too Blank As Of Recent. It Means You Need To Refresh Your Expression. As Long As You Could Remember, You Were A Troll Who Was Unable To Feel. Look At You Exaggerating... You Could Feel, But You Never Felt The Amount You Should Have Felt Based On What You Have Observed. You Learn Yourself To Act Properly. You Relayed On Others To Do Anything Or You Likely Won't Do A Thing. If You Repeat Every Fact Over And Over Again. It Would Make These Facts Better. Doesn't It? As If You Forgot These Facts And Not Aware Of These Facts. There Was Something Wrong With You. You Had Been Quietly Observing Lowblood And Highbloods Alike To Try To Figure Out What Was Wrong With You Specifically. You're Too Unemotional Was One Answer, But There Was More Issues To Be Found Out. Your Eyes Were Another Issue As Well. You Hated The Feeling Or Contacts, But It Was Needed. Your Skin Was Wrong. You Hate Having Any Kind Of Belief You Kept Having. It Was Pointless In The End. You Wish That You Could Drown Your Emotions More. If You Did, You Didn't Need To Act As Often. It Was All Tiring. You Smudged Blood On The Mirror As You Looked Closer At Yourself. If Ancestors Were As Mythical And As Special As Everyone Made Them Out To Be. Who Looked At Someone Who Looked Like You And Loved That? A Shell Of A Troll With Nothing Inside Of It. Your Eyes Seem Dull Without A Spark Within Them. You Held Your Cheeks. Somehow And In Some Way, There Was A Troll Who Loved A Shell Like Yourself, Or Had That Shell Been Brought To Ruin By That Love? Were Your Features A Product Of Such A Love? Was It Awry. Your Lusus Loved You. You Wonder If It Was Because You Were Both Freaks Of Nature. It Wasn't Normal For Lusuii To Look As She Did Nor Was It Normal To Be Like You. Maybe Someone Will Crush Your Skull In And You'll Be Taken Apart In Painful Tears And Rips. You Tried Not To Drool Over Your Self As The Fantasy Stopped As Suddenly As It Had Started. You Had Been Practicing Your Smile And Now You Were Tripping Over Yourself For No Reason. You Leamed Back And Stared At The Blood And Your Face At The Center Of Your View. Nearly White In A Eye With Blues And Purples In Another. You Forced Yourself To Smile. You Corrected How It Didn't Reach Your Eyes And You Were Finally Happy. Weren't You? #violence #gore #horror 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 Pain. ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀