.i'm very sorry for my behaviour. @damascusdoctorate

you don't have to apologise. there's nothing to hold against you. all i wish is that you are safe and doing well.
.i'm... haven't been doing well .and still .am... .i... .i need help... sorry.

is there anything i can do?
.i flew .into furthest ring, .as .i think .it .is... .i don't know where .am .i. .i'm sorry, but .i don't know .if you'll be .able to. maybe someone .else? someone who .uhhh... .i don't know, .i'm sorry.

i want to at least try. your messages are getting through. maybe i can figure out where they're coming from? i know this is a long shot. but i don't want to give up on you, man. i want to help you.
.it's from my server. .it helps me with signal... but .i threw .it .away .against my .emotions... .i'll try to .ask couple .of people who may .ir not may help... .i haven't done before because .uhhh... .i'm stupid. sorry.

really, you don't need to apologise to me. you have nothing to be sorry for. i want to help, not to punish you or anything.
sorry, .it's just me. .i'm... sorry.