𝚂𝚎𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜

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You finally remembered!

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A user of unestablished repute

transgender

love yourself

Lavender Menace

A moniker of adorable eldritch evil.

@discardedPasts[DP]

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @watchingauthor " I Remember When We First Met; You Had Knocked Me Onto My Back And Brandished A Stick At Me. Talking About How Trolls Outside Of Jades Weren't Allowed In The Brooding Caverns. I Can't Remember The Rest Of It Besides Downset Eyes That Glared Into Me Like I Was Nothing But To Be Culled Below His Shoe. The Caverns Were Dark And Felt Cold To A Young Troll Who Hadn't Learned Her Way Around. I Remember When You Stuck Out Your Hand And Held It As You Let Me Out. I Remember Vaguely In Blurry Sets How You Started To Let Me Come Around And You Stsrted To Hang Outside With Me. A Male Jade Had Always Been Rare But Not Impossible. I Thought You Were Like A Myth When I First Met You. I Remember When You Started To Be A Girl. My Myth Was Amazing Like That Were The Only Thoughts Running Through My Thinkpan. I Remember How I Always Made The Trip Despite My Attacks To See You. I Remember When You Tried To Cut My Hair As It Was Beyond Saving And How You Never Did Again. I Remember When You Got Your First Love You Said. Love Was Like An All Consuming Blaze You Said. That Was The First Time I Had Ever Wanted To Love When I Saw You Glow Like The Sun. I Remember How You Never Kicked Me Out When I Came Over To Stay. If You Were The Sun, Then I Would Be A Moon In Your Orbit. You Were One Of The Few Trolls That I Spoke To. Alone In The World Was To Be My Calling And I Refused If Only Temporarily.. Knowing One's Fate Means At Least That I Never Have To See You Die Before Me. " you Scrap Out The Note Rather Quick And Try To Forget It. It Sounded Too Heartfelt When You Said It. You Lay In Your Mom's Embrace And Your Burden. You Had Other Friends You Had To Address Before Your Inevitable Death.. You'll Try Again. You Hadn't Seen Her In Person For A While But The Eyes Felt Like Barbs Cutting Into Your Skin. You Like Your Online Friends And You Feel That You Should Leave Something For Them. You Push It Off Yet Again As Another Attack Finds You Shaking And Wishing You Could Cry Yet Again. You Never Suffocate, But You Feel Ill. Why Do You Even Fear Death When You Know It's Likely To Happen... You're An Coward Is Your Conclusion. You Still Have A Few Sweeps Left. It'll Be Fine. #mental-health #death #cw-panic-attacks #existentialdread you Won't Be. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀