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๐šƒ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š–๐šŽ๐š–๐š˜๐š›๐šข ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š•๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐š๐š˜: @creaticgoeticist โ€œkarkat. Just Focus. Listen To Whatโ€™s Around You, It Has A Lot It Wants To Say.โ€ here You Are, Standing With Your Hands In His, In An Outcropping Just A Mile Or So South From His Home. The Sun Casts Its Pleasant Warmth, Filtering Through The Trees To Reach The Both Of You From Where You Stand Right Upon The Meadowโ€™s Edge. Itโ€™s Early Enough. Plenty Of Time To Get Lost, To Discover Zekeโ€™s Home Planet; Something Youโ€™ve Been Craving More And More In Your Subsequent Visits. He Lets You Go Untethered Here, Wants You To, But Youโ€™ve Not Taken Him Up On The Offer Of Solo Exploration Quite Yet. Your Sense Of Adventure Is Marred By A Four-sweep Old Wound That Refuses To Fully Heal. Itโ€™s Why You Like To Fill Your Time, Fill The Silence, A Shark Swimming Itself To Death. Itโ€™s Why You Hear Those Words, But Itโ€™s Hard To Understand Them. โ€œi Canโ€™t, Z, Itโ€™s Too Loud Up There. Iโ€™m Destined To Never Shut The Fuck Up So Youโ€™re Just Gonna Have To Deal Withโ€”โ€ โ€œyes You Can, Karkat. Give It A Shot.โ€ โ€œfuck. Fine.โ€ you Squeeze Your Ganderbulbs Shut, And Resist Pulling Your Hand Away To Pinch At The Bridge Of Your Nose. The Constant Noise Of Your Thoughts Is Surely Leaking Out Of You, And Youโ€™re Embarrassed That Zeke Can Probably Hear Them. He Seems To Be Able To Quite Well Actually, The Bastard, Because He Keeps Doing This Thing Where He Knows Just What To Say To You To Knock You Off Your Feet. or What Not To Say. Which Is What He Is Attempting To Teach You Now. heโ€™s Your Favourite Teacher. This, Youโ€™ve Quickly Come To Accept, Which Surprises You Greatly. Prior To Your Meeting, The Only Person You Could Trust Passing Judgement At The End Of The Day Was You, And Even Then, Youโ€™re On Shaky Foundations. You Learned To Trust Yourself, Hold Yourself, Do It All Yourself. You Taught Yourself How To Stand On Your Own And Not Need Anyone Else To Hold Your Hand Through It. And It Was A Damn Good Thing You Started That Process Before He Died, Or Else Youโ€™d Have Been A Lot Less Capable. Now, However, After The Worst Possible Thing To Come Blasting Through Your Quasi-immortal Life To Ruin It Has Seemingly Already Happened, Can You Afford To Let Someone Lead You? right. Focus. you Breathe In. Breathe Out. Letโ€™sโ€ฆ Start From Ground Zero, Shall We? The Sun Makes The Light Passing Through To The Insides Of Your Eyelids Red With The Colour Of Your Blood. Your Forehead Feels The Kiss Of Warmth From Her Beautiful Gaze, And You Have No Idea Sheโ€™s Shining Just For You Today. Your Shirt Billows Due To A Warm Breeze, And It Whistles A Tune Past Your Ears, Something Akin To Rubbing The Tip Of Your Finger Along The Rim Of A Crystal Glass. You Are Unaware It Sings For You. The Tall Blades Of Grass That Tickle Your Ankles Know That It Causes You To Wrinkle Your Nose And Smile, And They Do It Because Of This Fact; And There You Go, Making That Face That You Have No Idea Zeke Enjoys So Much As You Try And Do What He Asks Of You. So Earnest, You Are. you Breathe In. Breathe Out. You Hear The Distant Clicking And Whirring Of Some Unidentified Flying Creatures, Winged Invertebrates In Dazzling Colours That Like To Group Near Your Horns, Congregating To Land And Feast Their Honeycomb Eyes Upon You. You Are Delectable, And It Goes Right Over Your Head. Pollen Wafts Beneath Your Nose As Itโ€™s Carried By Its Many Helpers, Just For The Chance For You To Breathe It In. Leaves Rustle, Birds Croon, Tree-climbers And Antlered Onlookers Lean In. They Are Yearning For You, And You Have But Not A Clue. and That Path, The Thread Of Golden Silk That Connects You To Zeke, Glows With An Unprecedented Energy That You Cannot See. in Fact, You Yourself Are Glowing. It Would Probably Scare You If You Saw It For What It Was At First; Purple Shocks Of Light. A Bizarre Aura Indeed, Amorphous And Unable To Settle. But He Can See You Change As You Focus On The Backs Of Your Eyelids And The Kiss Of The Sun. Zeke Can See That It Is Beginning To Take Shape, Sculpt Itself Of Your Clay. It Goes Redder, Then Pink. The Shapes, So Sharp And Angular Before, Smooth Over. And Then Itโ€™s Orange, And The Buzzing In Your Head Is Noticeably Quieter When It Wraps You In Its Embrace. It Goes Pale. It Stills. lavender. you Are Quiet. The Earth Is Still Beneath Your Feet. It Is Holding Its Breath, And So Are You. breathe Out. โ€œโ€ฆso. Did You Hear It, Karkat?โ€ you Open Your Eyes. He Knows What You Have Experienced Without You Uttering A Word. The Look In His Eyes Is The Same Thing You Just Felt All Around You, The Same Source Of The Tugging You Feel Inside Your Ribcage. You Squeeze His Hands. โ€œi Did. It Had A Lot To Say.โ€ #lordoflife #knightofblood a Lot Is Certainly An Understatement. ๐™ผ๐šŽ๐š–๐š˜๐š›๐šข ๐š๐š’๐š— โ €โ € โ € โ €โ € โ €โ € โ € โ €โ € โ €โ € โ €

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