ππππ ππππππ’ πππππππ ππ: @nightterrorpsychologist it Feels Like Second Nature By The Time You Reach 14. you Wake Up Feeling Awful, You Didn't Even Get A Full 5 Hours In So You Go To Make A Cup Of Coffee, There's A Reason You Keep The Coffee Maker In Your Room Now. it's Practically Routine. you Don't Remember Who You Were Talking To But You've Been More Irritable Lately, The Blood On Your Arms Is The Only Blanket Of Comfort You Have. it's Practically Routine. you Go Out For A Walk, Once Again A Small Part Of Your Brain Hoping To Die. It Would Be So Easy To Jump Into The Falls. You Don't, But You Wonder How Your Mother Would React, If She Would Even Notice. ga: Rose Please Back Away From The Falls tt: Sorry Kanaya, There's Nothing To Worry About I Just Got Lost In Thought Again. why Does She Worry... it's Becoming Routine. you Follow Strange Noises, Investigate Anything Off. Something Does Lunge At You And Your Forget Your Goal And Instead Hit It With A Book. Great Going Rosalina. another Failure. It's Time To Go Home. it's Routine. you're On Your 8th Caffeinated Beverage Of The Day And Talking To Your Friends. You Don't Talk About What You Did Today, They All Know, All Of This Is Normal, It's Routine By Now, Day After Day, Wanting So Badly To Escape This Cycle. it's Routine, It's All A Fucking Routine. why Does It Feel Like A Decade Later Time Is Repeating Itself? #cw-self-harm #suicidal-ideation #gore tick Tock πΌπππππ’ πππ β β β β β β β β β β β β β β β
I suppose at this point I'm just proving that time is a flat circle.
Indeed It Is
That's not how this works, I would actually need a new therapist who isn't currently missing.
They're a missing persons case, after going on vacation they just vanished.