𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @autoclicker i Remember I Used To Be Normal. It Wasn't Always Like This. I Didn't Always Feel Like This. I Had A Future. It Just Came Crashing Down One Night And I Stopped Being Who I Was. I Think I Lost It. I Don't Know How To Handle It Now. I Was So Stressed With School, With My Lusus... I Didn't Take Anyones Advice To Slow Down, To Take Breaks. My Mind Was Always Running On Full Blast. i Was Almost Done With My Statistics Report And Then I Was Gone. i Must've Fell Asleep At My Desk, There Was No Slime To Save Me From Hearing Their Voices. I Still Don't Know If I Heard Them Or If It Was Psychosis But I Remember Being Somewhere Sticky, Inky, It Was So Dark. In The Distance I Thought I Saw Something, Someone. The Closer I Got, Swimming Through The Shadow, The More I Realized It Was A Fake. A Mannequin... It Moved In Front Of Me, Like Stop Motion, Whatever It Was Couldn't Comprehend The Movement Of A Troll Body, It Crackled, The Elbow Joint Snapped It Played With It So Hard. she Told Me She Had Plans For Me, The Plastic Mouth Of The Doll Struggled To Move, It Broke Where A Jaw Should Be And Started To Bounce Up And Down. It Was So Violent With It's Vessel... i Think I Remember What She Said But I'm Never Fully Sure. "maiden So Tied To Deaths Incase, Soon A Holder For My Maze. From Whence You Came Lays In Rot. The Time Loses Shape. All Will Tell The Seeing Eyes As It Starts To Quake. Find Me In The Passing Moments, Find Me In Your Pleasure. The Endless Thoughts Of Your Wake, Dedicate To My Pressure. Upon Return Of Solace, Tides Start To Slow. Bring Me Into Your Embrace, Let Me Reap What You Have Sown. Degeneration, Integration, In Lock Step We Will Go, Together Into My Menagerie, The Bubbles Will Call To Grow." it Was So Clear I Was The Next Doll, The Next Thing To Break... I Liked It. I Woke Up And Immediately Felt Weird, Felt Violated. I Didn't Know How To Handle It. The More I Considered The Warning The Harder It Grew To Focus On My Daily Life, I Started Withdrawing. I Didn't Finish Business School, I Didn't Fix The State Of Trade On Our Colony, I Was Supposed To Fix The Colony And Now It's Dying. It's All My Fault It's Dying. Just Because I Had Some Stupid Psychosis Riddled Dream. I Want To Believe It Was Real. It Has To Be Real Because It's All I Have. I Don't Know Anything But Degrading Myself For Her Grand Entrance. I Hope When I Die She'll Save The Rest Of Us, She'll Take Over The Colony, Bring Us Into Her Embrace, Bring Us To Greatness. I Don't Know. #violence 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 To Suffer Is To Live ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
Oh man/