Truthfully deserve everything bad that happens to me.
Love life issues, body dysmorphia, a tad bit of depression, loss of agency, etc.
Yes there is a bit more however I would prefer to not get into it for privacys sake.
That I will.
Construing all your pain as something you Deserve will never satisfy you. You do not need to await punishment to feel replete in your own skin. I promise you deserve kindness and understanding. I promise it won't hurt like this forever.
As much as I would enjoy agreeing with you over this situation, I am afraid that this is just the way things are for me. Nothing changes that and that's all I can do is accept it.
Then let your acceptance come with the embrace of self. And let the people you know care for you all the same.
Acceptance is something I've known long and well, and those who care hardly know me I intend to keep it that way.
HMM. So be it, then. B,:o|c