
By the time this gets p∞sted, I'll be "missing", I guess. I queued it. It's n∞t all that seri∞us, I just left. I'm n∞t getting better the way I want, and I need t∞ be al∞ne. I th∞ught I was d∞ing ∞k, but ∞bvi∞usly n∞t. I'm s∞mewhere safe, and n∞b∞dy's with me. I'm n∞t being f∞rced t∞ say this. That s∞unds super suspici∞us, but I just th∞ught I sh∞uld be clear. I made this ch∞ice myself, and I'm thinking clearly. If this is getting p∞sted, it means I even went ∞utside! That's s∞mething, right? S∞rry t∞ Aradym f∞r taking advantage ∞f y∞ur kindness. It's really fucked up ∞f me t∞ let y∞u d∞ s∞ much f∞r me and then sneak ∞ff like a rat. I appreciate everything m∞re than y∞u kn∞w. When I'm better, if y∞u still want, I can thank y∞u pr∞perly. I'm n∞t addressing what happened last night. Maybe ever. I still d∞n't feel all that unjustified. Pr∞bably that's s∞me m∞ral failing in me. Aaah... I think that's ab∞ut it. This reads like... Y'kn∞w. But it's n∞t like that at all. As if I w∞uld deprive the w∞rld ∞f my charm and beauty!! Kyahaha~ ✨ .... Maybe that's a bit much. I'll be ∞K. I g∞tta d∞ f∞r myself again. Because I can. I'm an adult and I can handle my pr∞blems ∞n my ∞wn. I think that's ab∞ut it? Man, h∞w d∞ pe∞ple make dramatic exits? Maybe I'm stalling. But ∞K. Bye bye! See y∞u s∞∞n! ✨💙


