D --> #nsfw D --> Um, nothing e%treme I don't think but it gets pretty graphic so brace yourself for that if you're going to read further D --> I don't us001y post stuff like this publicly so pardon me if anything is a little stilted or what not D --> There is something magical, I think, about first times D --> Not necessarily one losing their virginity, but the first moment two people go all the way together, that moment where all the tension and build up that happened before is finally unraveled and reshaped into that mi%ture of closeness and pleasure D --> I am often, though not always, the largest person my partner has been with D --> Both in stature and, often, other ways as well D --> This means that the first time is often an e%ercise in patience and build up D --> The warm kisses that ease into nips along one's neck and ears D --> My calloused fingers running over smooth, soft skin, so delicate to my touch, so easy to bruise if I were not careful, not gentle D --> These fingers are often the first thing that I would allow to fill someone D --> But even then I am often so much larger than my partner that the thickness is a struggle D --> Feeling them squeeze around me, their body uncertain whether they can take more of the stretch, but craving it so badly, having their need dribble around my fingers as I whisper reassurances to them D --> But each little press deeper a necessary step if we're going to go further D --> If they're going to take me so deeply that they can feel me through their abdomen, see the way I am filling them completely and utterly D --> Still, fingers are never enough preparation for it D --> Try as I might, I do not think there is any way to tr001y prepare someone for the way that I claim a part of them on our first time together D --> The way I will inevitably e%tract their pleasure from the depths of them, the way I must feast on their need, and feed them in turn all the things they want or need to hear to understand how much I treasure them D --> Event001y one might become used to it, become trained to take me with comfort and ease, to know e%actly what I'm going to do to them, and there is a magic in that too, to see the way we grow more in sync, more perfect for one another D --> But that first time always remains a memory I cherish D --> To think of the person they were before they understood what it was for us to be together, and the person they become afterward, no matter how big or small that difference might be
That was s⚣ beautifully written I alm⚣st started crying. 0-0 I w⚣uldn't describe this as s⚣mething graphic but rather s⚣mething p⚣etically intimate, thank y⚣u f⚣r sharing!!
