----- |um I I have important question um if you're not allowed to do something very important for you but you're scared of what happens if you don't or do and you'll get in trouble if you ask for [indistinct][indistinct][indistinct] help and um and the asking is also against the rules um what do you do| _____
----- |that's um that's part of it though I don't know how to do that um biting [indistinct] biting won't help will make it harder| _____
The biting is metaphorical. It means you don't owe people who treat you badly good behavior and civility, even if they are 'taking care of you.'
----- |oh I um people keep telling me to bite so I thought you were doing the same um that um but what if bad behaviour makes things hurt more [indistinct] not owed but taken any way| _____
That's why you should... probably start thinking on how you might be able to get out of there, pup
----- |I have but I don't know how I can't escape by myself but I I I um I asking is against the rules which is what I was trying to find out how to do [indistinct] f*ck I'm sorry I [indistinct][indistinct] won't [indistinct] again| _____
You're okay, cub ... Your first step is to start trying to figure out where you are. If you can't escape by yourself, you'll need help, which means people need to be able to find you.
----- |but I I don't know how to do that um I've only seen a bit of this place never left| _____
----- |and um I I um was talking to my handler at the end um not you| _____
Hm Well, you have two options Try and connect with someone here on the website who can trace your area that way Or start making note of anything the people who work... with... you bring around that could be a clue - what they talk about when they think you're not listening, any mud on shoes, that sort of thing Preferably, both
----- |I um the first one is better I think [indistinct] can't say much about my handlers not allowed but but how do I do the first one with out asking| _____