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see, it's the again part that i'm scratching my head about. how did you become big again if you didn't shrink before?
it's not growing or shrinking? i guess??? i dunno. i'm 6'2 now i was 5'4 for a long while. if you wanna call it shrinking go for it but i just turned into who i was! it's a verbiage thing it. matters to me i think.
i threw a picture out last night but. yeah. i guess in your wording i grew back? either way it feels nice being this, and it'll feel nice when i go back to being jinx the friendly little fairy thing again.
well, if you say so. i guess i'm just going to have to be confused about it, sorry.
no i guess i'm just splitting hairs. you're right. i "shrunk" a little bit into isolating myself and trying to exist without being... around the things that i knew were not the same. then it stuck. i liked it, i still like it. and right now i like being big enough that roro stammers when he talks to me. :)
still not as easy as going "ok im small now ok im tall now" though. switching on command would be VERY convenient but alas. it's gotta be how i actually feel.
wait, is this powered by feeling? :o
oh! yeah. i didn't go "i wanna be a girl now" so much as i realized i was a girl the first time that swap happened. i didn't even notice that i was shorter, and when i went back to being a boy i think... i dunno! i kinda was just, the way that felt the most right. being big again just feels right right now!
oh! now, see, i realized i was doing a thing involving dresses for no cis reason and all, but like, i didn't just start looking different. maybe i would have if i waited? i do definitely look younger, that's for sure. but like, when a lalonde who knows very particular magiks offered her services, of course i couldn't say no.
i'm glad you found a solution! i didn't want or try to make this stuff happen. it just did. like the clouds. or the weather, ya know?