re: all that: you don't see it? seems clear enough to me what's so uncomfortable about seeing another version of you who exhibits all your worst tendencies
evidet seems to want to proje(t an image of respe(tabilit7, professionalism, and dignit7. meanwhile, there's a se(ond him on here, proje(ting...not that. there's probabl7 some other, more personal reasons, but that's m7 read, at least