"You know who this is" yes I do, hello @grimCue https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/4a8df2a24930.png . God forbid I drink once to prove a point to myself, I get it every Rose is the devil, moving on. This was a one time thing, odds are low that I will even dare to touch alcohol again for another year or two.
right river point that you're a fuck up and do you know how many times i have heard the version of you say that shit? the only reason you're still holding on is because you have people who care about you, but you aren't even good for them you are a negative influence on their lives constantly you just tell yourself that to keep yourself sane why even are you still holding yourself together
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what's wrong do you have nothing to argue with? are you upset i'm right? are you upset that everyone you love would be better if they didn't have to take care of you?
I...I earn my keep, I help tto, and I'm maruied why...why would Jade and Kanaya agree to marrying me if I wasn't....worth somthing? didn't put my all into the relatinship.
they pity you why else would anyone stay with you? i'm sure you can agree with me on that. they don't actually love you
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good you're finally putting it together