
you are the worst version of yourself across infinity how does that make you feel

funny, i am the worst version of myself yes looked in the mirror recently though?

I DON’T THINK THAT’S TRUE.

stage one denial

i mean, best i can do is just try not to be. i know for a fact i could be worse. i *used* to be way worse. it felt awful, and sometime's i still feel that way just on instinct or as a kneejerk reaction or because i get self-conscious that i mightve done something wrong even when i havent. but im slowly healing i guess. take's fucking forever, but. slowly healing. and if someone as awful as me whos only real redeeming quality is being an obedient fucking mutt can heal and become better, then anyone else can too.

I’UNNO, MAN. I’M JUST THINKING BACK AND THERE ARE SOME PRETTY BAD CHOICES I COULD HAVE MADE.

good for you beauty does not qualify for good though, you can be the most attractive man in the world and still be utterly deplorable
That's good. If I'm the worst, then it means the others are doing better than I am. And I'm not doing too bad.

just because your doing better don't make you worse plenty of better people are worse off than you are
