Welcome back once again intrusive thoughts, I thought I had kissed my wives enough times today to ward you off.
Why am I not surprised. Are you upset I didn't give you that list earlier?
perhaps a little, bit you flowers are all the same so it's not hard to read the room
If that's the case do tell me what sort of thoughts do you believe are plaguing my mind?
tell me exactly where we should start, you have a long list of flaws and we both know that i know you as well as you know yourself you are one of the few people on here i know. you hate yourself every waking moment, and usually drink to get over it and when you're not drinking you're trying to stop yourself from that. you idealize ending your own life it's comical. you quote literally need someone who loves you to coax you out from pulling the trigger. in every timeline as different as you are you hurt those so dear to you and for what? you are truly the worst #suiicide #substances
I don't think you know me as well as you think you do, primarily due to one difference that sets me apart from many other Rose's, that being, I never fell into alcoholism to the point I've only been drunk a small handful of times. I had other coping mechanisms and friends who did everything to keep me away from any available alcohol within the vicinity. I am not from a standard timeline, perhaps you should keep that in mind. #substance
right, of course apologies my lady. though what of the others i brought up, i fail to see you refuting those claims. and the fact people had to keep the drinks from you? i feel as if that speaks as loud as words do
No matter what I'd like to think I am fully aware of how susceptible I am to alcoholism. I will admit I had thought of allowing myself to follow that path more than once, I will no deny it. I also will not dispute the claims of suicidal ideation, there's not much to say on the topic, it's a struggle that effects me to this day. #substance #cw-suicide
oh trust me she said that all the time before, didn't change anything but she said it so i wanted to believe her, oh how i wanted to. and i don't understand why you still debate on it. it's been your head for ages hasn't it? you always puzzles me that you still debate on it for so so long. just giving up you don't have the guts anyways, you never do. #cw-suicide
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what's wrong? you finally shut up, you never do that unless your drunkenly trying to listen to someone. did that strike a nerve? good.