SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I'M NOT DESERVING OF THE GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO ME DESPITE THE FACT THAT I DO. I WISH I COULD FEEL LIKE I'M DESERVING OF THE PEOPLE AROUND ME, BUT I DONT. BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I HAVE ANY OTHER WORTH BESIDES JUST BEING STRONG, I WANT DO MORE FOR THEM YET I FIND MYSELF STRUGGLING TO NAIL DOWN A INTEREST THAT I TRULY ENJOY, ITS LIKE A CONSTANT FEEDBACK LOOP OF THINKING I DONT DESERVE MY MATESPRIT, TRYING TO GET BETTER AT OTHER SHIT SO THAT I FEEL LIKE IM BRINGING MORE TO THE TABLE THAN JUST "BEING STRONG KILL GUY" AND THEN FINDING MYSELF MORE AND MORE LOST. #MENTALHEALTH
OR MAYBE IM JUST FREAKING OUT AGAIN. I DONT KNOW MAN.
I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY BUT.. THANK YOU, GENUINELY. I.. I NEEDED TO HEAR THAT.
I'LL KEEP THIS IN MIND.