
i'm terrible i killed her and now i miss her? genuinely what the fuck is wrong with me.
Well 90tt4 le4rn t0 det4ch y0urself fr0m everythin9 first, then it's e4sy 4s hell

i couldn't live with myself if i did that

feeling's are complex. youre not terrible for missing someone you lost, even if you lost them by your own hand. sometime's especially if you lost em by your own hand.

ignore the other person their advice is dogshit

yeah... i'm pretty pathetic

doesn't make it feel any better
EX4ctly which is why y0u must det4ch y0urself fr0m every0ne 4nd 4ny0ne bec4use they 4re 4ll useless in the end, especi4lly 4ny feelin9s they m4y 0r m4y n0t m4ke y0u feel Like seri0usly em0ti0ns suck 4ss, better rely 0n l09ic 4nd underst4ndin9 th4t every0ne will hurt y0u eventu4lly

...cant change what we did in the past. best we can do is move forward as better people i dont know the full story, but i think ive picked up on enough context clue's to piece it together. you didnt want to be a bad dog, so you did what you were told but.. being a good dog just made you miserable here, didnt it. i dont think you wouldve been a bad dog if you disobeyed, cause youre a good person. and that means youre already a good dog by default i guess what im saying is, maybe its ok to be a bad dog sometimes so that you can be a good dog later