
im just not gonna think about allat lmfao #dashwatching
actually, how are you doing?

im good, got kinda settled in to like... someones dead sburb session. diff version of haru sorta. complicated. were chilling here for now. and i might be going through a manic episode? like.. i was at my worst with the crashout a few hour's ago (2 weeks for everyone except me and her) and now im at my highest just from shit being diverted and fate being changed and people giving a fuck about me. which is like. its better but its also equally as unhealthy. i feel like a god rn? gotta give it time to mellow out and chill. learn my place again yk
huh. that sure is a lot. it sounds like you might be living something close to your best life? am i understanding that right?

NO LMFAO its like. its a borderline personality disorder thing its absolutely not healthy for me to be feeling this happy rn. thats the whole point of manic. its like stressed but in a happy way, but also like i can do literally anything. hard to explain it but like if i werent so used to this id probably do some stupid shit thinkin i could get away with it fahaha. ill be ok though. cause i do know shits gonna be better now
well, at least you're self aware about things. i like being able to help, but i am seriously out of my depth here.

yeah its all good its not smth you can help with its mental disorder stuff. should probably get a prescription for it at some point. like meds or whatever. gonna need to forge legal documents i guess? but until then i can cope