i've been on a long as fuck mediate streak in my notifs did i do something wrong
꧁maybethey wantyou to meditate꧂
i don't think that's it but ill think about it tbh maybe i would be a good mediator i'm pretty unbiased
i hope not :(
oh hey angel how's the headache
oh they been more manageable ovwer time. im more calm bout the vwhole ult thang. gettin more controllable. able to livwe normally for the most part
the fuck is an ult anyway. are you super saiyan now.
ehhh no its moreso. i am vwery avware of the narrativwe and im able to like. communicate vwith it. and see it. and evwen change it if i vwant to. i can also see vwhat other vwersions of me are doin. im avware of my alternate selvwes more than evwer. though theyre just called splinters in the ultimate self vworld vwhole lotta complex evwerythin man
sounds like some kinda pimped out ego death nirvana shit. i tried doin that in '84. you at peace with the universe an everythin in it?
i mean. you could put it that vway. i guess im at peace? i try to be. but sometimes the narrativwe likes to be absolute bullshit and try n force me to do shit but im like "bitch i control my owvn narrativwe. i aint doin dat"
uhuh. so like narrative as in personal narrative or narrative as in like cosmic design. also doesn't doin your own thing by definition then become part a the narrative, since it, yknow, happened.