cAlLiNg Up My FlOcK oF dEgRaDeD sHiTbEaStS tO aSsIsT iN tHe HaMmErInG oF a SiTuAaAaAaTiOn 'ChA bOy Is NoT eNtIrElY pRePaReD tO tAkE tHe AfOrEmEnTiOnEd MoThEr FuCkInG pRoVeRbIaL mAlLeT tO. fAmIlIa, HoW tHe FuCk Do YoU gO aBoUt ImPrOvInG uPoN rElAtIoNs BeTwIxT yOu AnD a BiTcH yOu DoNe AgGrAvAtEd? LaSt TiMe I wEnT aNd TrIeD gEtTiNg My ReDeMpTiOn On I gOt ToLd I wAs BeInG tUrNeD iNtO mOtHeR fUcKiNg MuLcH fOr EvEn ThE iNsInUaTiOn ThAt I cOuLd Be AlL uP aNd FoRgIvEn FoR mIsDeEdS i AiN't EvEn ReAlLy FeLt FuCkEd Up AbOuT. wHiCh WaS sOmE rEaL aSs ShIt To Be ToLd. CuZ i'M nOt GoNnA lIe, I sTiLl DoN't ReAlLy GiVe A fUcK. :o) HONKHONKHONK i GiVe A fUcK aBoUt ThIs ThOuGh. ThIs DiFfErEnT :o(
oh fuck hold on i got this give me a hot minute
i CaN aLrEaDy TeLl By ThE sHeEr AmOuNt Of MoThEr FuCkInG cRoW fEeT aNd AsSoRtEd WrInKlEs UpOn YoUr OlD aSs FaCe ThAt I'm AbOuT tO gEt HiT wItH tHe WiT oF aN eXpErIeNcEd HoE-hAnDlEr. I sTaNd At AtTeNtIoN sEnSeI. bLeSs Up. :o)
ok ok i'm back also, ouch, i'm only twenty eight, this is a bro to bro situation no old asses found here. than bein said i'll solemnly accept the role as sage an broken hearts veteran in the room. so the thing is that redemption an repair with your soulmate is not gonna happen on your time, it's gonna happen on theirs, an it only drags out longer the more you try to be in charge of it. so if you WANT things smoothed out any quicker you gotta tell them you accept that thid is in their hands. second, the whole "don't give a fuck" thing. like that might be 100% true an all but you're gonna have to dig down deep into your unapologetic pusher and scrape together the pocket change effort for what you actually do care about. if that's their opinion of you, time with em, whatever it is hammer it into your pan that even if you don't feel bad about the other shit, doing that shit gets in the way a what you DO have a soft spot for. an then kinda sit with it a bit. think about what that means about how you wanna be in relationships cause if you want people around you're gonna have to show some kinda change a heart. or pusher rather. oh an most importantly sometimes you won't be able to tell all this to them right away. bein curious an askin what it'll take to sit down an talk it out isn't a bad place to start but sometimes it takes years man thems just the breaks