⦓ I wish I was strong enough to kill someone. I wish I had it in my pusher. I wish I was not so held back by what the Heart player did to me. I wish I could just. End all of the problems. But I cannot. That is not how it works. And I am not foolish enough to witness what vengeance does to a person and claim that I would be fine if it were me. I am no fool. I am just so fucking. Livid. ⦔
Yeah that’s pretty legit to be pissed off about.
⦓ ... Yeah. Its... Its not that I want to kill. I've never killed anyone and I don't really... Want to. I just wish I had the option to end threats before they get worse. I wish I had the choice. I couldn't kill the man who killed my partner, I can't kill the person who... And I can't say what she did publically, but I wish. Oh I wish. I could fucking kill her for it. But I can't. ⦔