▲maybe im just an emotionally volatile person who cant even keep her shit together during the most stable part of her life in the last four perigrees▼ ▼guess worst case plan B is always there if it gets real bad▲
⛧don't overthink it. all because shit gets better doesn't make it go away. it just gives you room to start handling it properly. you'll need time to adjust to the stability. your thinkpan is still acting on last given experience.⛧
▲this fucking sucks▼ ▲things are better, why the fuck cant i just be better too?▼ ▲nothings even fucking wrong▼
⛧because its trauma. its conditioning. your thinkpan is fucked and it's still recoiling from what happened. it will need time to recover and to learn that it's safer than before. dont push it, and dont overthink it. this is the exact time when you're your worst enemy.⛧